im sorry but i hate you.

:D:D

2008-10-28T22:01:00.002+08:00

HAPPY
BIRTHDAY
YIPHUIMINGGGGG!~

the whole point of my post is just to wish you a happy birthday yeah. so be honoureddddd.
hmmm hope you have a sweet sixteenth birthday yeah!
SHENG RI KUAI LE~
:D:D

never again ,

2008-08-25T07:36:00.003+08:00

hmmm have yet to comment on scarlet! :D wellwell. thought it turned out quite well yah.

sidenote: ROAR JINYAO. THE CLASS COMP KEY BOARD IS VERY OILY. AND ERM QUITE STICKY. D<

right. anw, scarlet didn turn out that bad bah. kuo told us it'd be damn abstract until we reallly wont understand. but well. quite okay lah. abstract stuff leave space for us to think and explore all the possible possibilities. (: exercises the brain yeah. (:

oh yah. waited SO LONG outside the audi for the theatre people! roarroar. they were having debrief luh. haha in the end me jinyao and meiling sat at the space near the staircase and we started singing songs. hahaha of ALL KINDS MAN. hahahah those super outdated 5566 songs, we could practically sing parts of everysong lah! xD and uh we just sung whatever we thought of. lols. xD stupiddddd. then jomain came. talked to her for some time. HOHO FINALLY theatre ppl were let off by their snrs! hehh. hahhaa we waited for alm 45mins? wahp. dapai lorh! oh did i mention, just aft the perf, aft curtain call yah, ci was TOTALLLY like a da ming xing lah! HAHAHHAHAA. SO MANY PEOPLE HAD TO QUEUE UP TO GIVE HER STUFFS. xD got ~~orange~~grapefruit, PINEAPPLE (HAHAHHA), flowers etcetc! hahahaha. omg damn hao xiao. shen me dong xi dou you lah! i wonder why no one bought her pads or smth. more practical yah. lols. ermmmmmm. then yah meiling and jinyao went off first...... hmm. gave ppl stuffs on meiling's behalf! :D im a nice person yah! :D hohohoho tai bang le. thenthen poor me got attacked by dear zongbin and dear yingci. --" one on the left and one on the right. bwahhh~ hmm nvm. then went home with jomain. her parents came to fetch her! xing fu de nv ren! hahahah but i got fetched home too. cos NICE ME decided to wait in sch with her yah. okay maybe more of got kidnapped by her. haha yuanhan and friends, so sorry to make yall wait for nth kae! hen bao qiannnnnn. :/ hmm yah. reached home around 1010pm. hmmm ard there. ayee its the n-th time im saying this alr, i dont like to go home late at night! DDD: hen kongbu yah. but that time it was okay. cos my neighbour took lift with me. and once i stepped out of the lift, i saw my mom. hehh.. yupp. wo pa gui, pa some unknown forces, pa mao, i pa alm EVERYTHING please. --" like some baichi youmeiyou. ohwellllllll~ HEH. xD

hmmm i didn do much during the weekends. cept few questions of lijiewenda, and prep of salts for chem, and math ws11.2. hahaha i did 11.2 at 1plus near2 last night! HAHA. yah dont ask what time i slept yah. i totally didn feel lik waking up this morning. I WANNA SLEEP FOREVERRRR~~~~~~~ roar. ahyah. the keyboard is so sticky i dont wanna post alr. :/

byeworld.

not anymore, not anymore.

2008-08-17T23:35:00.003+08:00

(:

omg the tabletennis women's finals hahah quite expected lah. but really, i secretly hoped that fengtianwei, lijiawei and wangyuegu could win the china team. oh well. but they did they best alr. ((((: YAYYE IM PROUD OF OUR SG TABLETENNISTEAM. PINGPONGGGGGG~ xD hahaha.

anw. i think fengtianwei is damn cute. hehh. xD

yahhhhh xD cute right! xDDDD HHAHA

oh yah anw i think kim kyung ah frm the south korea team is damn cute too!

xD some expressions she made really damn jing dian lah! but i couldn finddddd. maybe after some time i might find it. hehhh. xD

hahahahah the last photo really damn cute lah! xD like *squat* ahhh. still have ah. why like that... + *wu nai de biao qing* HAHAHHAHAHA omgomggggg. xD yah. the two shou huo i had today are these. OH and i realised japan players look VERY VERY VERY x10000000 VERY FIERCE when they play. DD: HEN BU YOU SHAN PLS. my mom said if i were to play with them she bet i'll bei ta men xia si. --" thanks huh.

--" AYEEEEE. ALL MY HW ARE PILING UP ALR. YESSSS. SKYHIGHHHHHH~~~~~ roar but i just dont seem to get worried. AHYOHHHH WTH. and yah i think i should start studying alr. omg bio chem phy. wahpiang. wo hui si diaooooo cmonman. if i die, please tell my mom i love her, tell my dad i love him too. tell my bro to take care of my parents ya. and im very willing to donate all my organs in working conditions. thanks. erh but i think my heart got some problem cos it tends to skip a beat whenever it likes, my kidneys also abit sot alr due to my sleeping hours yah. my lungs also abit. DD: but got ppl donate lungs not ah. AH nvm. yah my lung capacity abit small i think hahahahha. OH I CAN DONATE MY CORNEA. I THINK IT SHOULD BE IN GOOD CONDITION YEAH. (: hahahah yah. jiu zhe yang bah. wo yao shui jiao le.

/1132pm.

fly away, but bring me along.

2008-08-13T23:18:00.002+08:00

haha todayyyyyyy. nth much actually. i was quite dead. ayeee. actu im quite dead everyday. --" hmmm yah so doesn really make a diff yah. haha.

ayeeee. we talked about a topic today. uh.. entertaining topic? its just something we tend to avoid normally. haha but its like somehow suddenly just started talking about that same topic la wl. --" content was seriously overwhelming. hahaha. write IH essay sure fullmarks one. still got stats and evidence to back up point youmeiyou. hahaha. and alm everyone there had something to say about that topic yah. as in, if everyone had the same experience and same sentiments, i think the problem is there lorh. its not like one or two or three yah. so its not someone is biased against the subject or anything youmeiyou. aye. and actu i dont feel very good talking about it when the subj is not present at time of discussion yah. ayeeee oh well.

anw, get over it. if you try hard enough, im sure you will succeed. it just depends on how much you want to get it over and done with and how high your level of determination is. if i can do it, well almost succeeded, there is no reason why you cant. if you want to achieve it bad enough, you'll do anything and everything to get it done. at the expense of anything.
this how we survive.

but if youre just trying to delude yourself, hide in your own cocoon and pretend nothing happened,
i think its time you wake up.
stop dreaming already.

and stop trying to turn back time yah. nothing is going to return to how it was in the past.
once its gone, its gone. period.

hmmm. aye. i hope my cca doesn get disbanded. roar. if my jnrs cont to quit and quit and quit, sooner or later there wont be anymore sj ppl around. yah. when yall need first aid, aid yourself yah. zi ji jiu zi ji lorh.

bwahhhhhhhh. study for your chem quiz tmrw helllllo~

xcountryyyyy~

2008-07-28T20:55:00.005+08:00

hoho crosscountry today. i ran okay! :D:D I RAN! with samtan and alina. hahaha. its quite a nice thing to run! hehh. i like to run. they journey didn seem so far. lols but uhhh. i fell. - -" cos the path was slippery and going down slope. hahaha. but i didn get any injuries lah. :D:D but uhhh. i dont know why my arm hurts instead of legs. LOL. stupid crap. OH YAH. yknw. aft the run, i couldn fing my classmates so i went home alone. and i waited so long for the bus and the buses were horrendously filled with people! hahaha so i walked frm macritchie to coro! :D:D unike jingjing, i didn lose my way! :D HOHO IM HAPPY. it was quite a nice experience actually.

first stop: adams rd flyover. it feels damn nice to set my foot on a flyover. all by myself. (:

the jap association spore. couldn be bothered to rotate pic.

trinity christian centre. (:

adam food centre! :D

under some flyover. (:

bukit timah police station.

and finally coronation plaza.

yayye. uh when i reached coro i got too hungry. lols and i didn cont walking. hahaha. (: slept on the way back. hahaha. (: kai xin~ i didn get lost too! there were times i had to cross some rds, i was so scared. - -" i stood at the side of the road for SO long. roar. and drivers shot me weird looks. bwahhh. but well, im still alive and kicking. (: yayye. IM PROUD OF MYSELF CMON~ xD

hahahah enough of crap. main pt is, i forgot to bring my keys today. roar. my bro wasn at home. roar. when i was on the bus back home, i was secretly hoping he will appear magically at home can. hahahaha. but well. im not living in a fairytale! haha. and i ate cold meesiam at my voiddeck. uhhh the mee is too chewy for me huh. lols. cold meesiam is horrible. really horrible. hahaha. i didn dare to call my dad cos i bet he'd scold me! haha i smsed him. lols. phone running out of batt too. hahaha. hmm yah then went to lib. AND SUDDENLY HE CALLED. "15mins later i'll get you home." OMG CAN YOU IMAGINE MY HAPPINESS AND JOYYYYY~ HAHAHA. cool man. i was desperately trying not to fall asleep in the lib! HAHA. aye and the books not interesting. lols. not many nice comic bks too. haha. lalalla~ i came home and i slept and slept. roar i didn even wanna bathe can. hahah nicole didn wanna bathe too! HAHAHA. but i did lah. (: dried my hair and i slept. (: yayye. i feel so refreshed now! wohh~ hahahha. (:

happpppy! :D:D wheehee~

kae i go do work alr. hahah dieeeeeee.

cos most th time, i dont like th ending.

2008-07-27T22:55:00.003+08:00

when it comes as a second nature to put on a front, you know things are going offhand.

sometimes i think its better to keep my mouth shut before i offend anyone.
i dont feel like blogging anymore.

bye world.

whatever it takes, dont give up .

2008-07-14T03:59:00.002+08:00

(: its 4am in the morning. welldone. i woke up at 2plus just now! :D:D:D omg im so glad i didn sleep my way thru lah! imagine if i did... DDDD: bu yao xiang le.

anw, to whoever it concerns,
dont cry cos you failed, but smile cos you had to courage to try. we all know its difficult. no one said its gonna be easy. we only wanted yall to get the experience, we didn want anything. yes we had hopes on yall, but not winning anything doesn mean that yall failed your trainers. seeing yall put in your best and try to make miracles happen is alr good enough. what we got last yr was a bonus, smth all of us didn expect. maybe this yr's competition is tougher, who knows.
dont be sad, cos your trainers are twice as sad. step by step they pace yall up to what yall are right now, it hurts them to see yall like this. smile and make their day a lil brighter.
bu zai yao ku le. (:

hmm anw i threw away 4 useless pens this morning. roar. SERIOUSLY, I LACK USABLE PENS.
ANY NICE SOUL WANNA BUY ME PENS? ROARRRRR. :/
bwahhhh. knw what? im only left with ONE pen in my pencil case. hahah welldone. and its blue pen! D: i prefer black to blue. haha dont ask why. myyy. shall buy pens soon. if this dies on me tmrw i'll jus cry lah! really i got no more pens alr. im alr using those at home alr lah! those qi qi guai guai de pen also use alr can. hahaha. omg this is bad. block tests are coming. shall stock up before i go for bt. sighhhhh.

im damn hungry now. omg and its like SUPER early in th morning. qu na li zhao shi wu lorh! shen jing bing lah. omg i should take out my foodbox alr. yah i should. stock up fooooood. if not i'll just die of hunger at this rate im going. hahahaha. these few days ive been eating super alot. hahaha. - -" ate ljs just now at j8. then bought a subway cookie! hmmhmm. ayehhh. i like the feeling of being full can. hahaha. ((: its a nice feeling! bao bao de. hohoho. xD

okay shal go back to finish up my yingyongwen and start on my math. hahah yes i took THAT long to write a damn yyw. hahaha i have nothing to write seriously. i dont care alr. its fking short but wo bu guan le.

byeworld.

im scared.

2008-07-09T22:36:00.002+08:00

roar.

tohhsinfang just reminded me of that ghost story she told me during math this aftn. - -" roar and i tell you what. she smsed me just now. and the sms said: 好朋友... 背靠背...
wl thanks man. - -" this damn phrase kept appearing in my mind okay. ROAR. if i cant sleep tonight it'll be her fault. lols.
the story somehow revolves around uh the two friends lah. then somehow one died then the othr one kept hearing sounds/getting anon phonecalls saying THE ABOVE PHRASE. uh yah. then uh okay i dont feel lik completing the story alr. yah but the main pt is that phrase sucks.
totally.
$&*#(%?^@!

roar. that aside. hmmmm. aft sch me alina jinyao bel totally went crazy in class.
and i realised smth. i cannot scream. like yah. i cant scream for nuts.
the ALINA-type of scream. hahah yah. i tried to scream. but uhhhh sounded damn weird. like. low? HAHA can you imagine a scream sounding flat? yah its that sound. lols. hahaha and i cant do alot of things! i cant do the rrrrrrr sound. yah. i cant bend my last finger without bending my fourth finger. - -" and i cant whistle. hahahha okay nvm. the list goes on and on and on and on. lols. infinity! woohoo~

okay i feel sleepy alr. DD:

bye world.

funfair.

2008-07-05T20:58:00.003+08:00

uhhh had funfair ystd! haha. i guess i was so tired ystd i fell asleep aft writing letter. - -" summore i think i wrote rubbish. xD OH WELL. xD

OH YAH. early in the morn huiming told me she found the scientific american in her class! i thought i lost it! omg i was SO HAPPY LAH! xDD eh woman when you wanna eat icecream come find me kae!:D:D

anw we started cooking the rice earlyyyy in the morning before 7! :D hahahaha had fun stirring the butter and onions and everything. omg i nearly died. the smell. gosh. i think i smelt like some onion w butter-and-chickenstock for the day. goodness.

okay everything shall be in point form. i cant be bothered the phrase everything nicely alr.

- earned $837 frm the sales.
- got totally wet frm 405's spongebobwatergame hahaha i forgot who poured water down my shirt. omg. i think its lizongbin. - -"
- me and gwen got REAL wet. insideouttttt. even before the game started.
- went ard hugging ppl! eliza, bernice, sweetheart, jo, etc! hahahah xD
- went to 413's haunted house w gwen, nicole and gang. - -" debbietang KEPT tugging my shirt frm behind. she kept muoing me also. or issit another person. idontknow. haha. stupid crap. YI ZHI MUO LA!
- ooh 413 is the top fundraiser! :D 1k plus! wooooh~ i think its the first time any class ever hit thousand. hahaha.
-lost meiling's sister's green mitten thing! DDD: duibuqiiiiiii.
- ate damn lil. - -"
- cheered w council during closing ceremony. - -" damn queer lah. one cheer only. hahaha.
- i think jomain is very nice to lie on. HAHA.
- went for cca aft that. ran with gwen. ((: ard twelve rnds the track. :DD
- bathed and went to see drill.
- yiling, gwen, huiming, eliza, celene, jessica, kitkuan, kaiyu, bernice, guo chang, guoshu and i went to vivo for sqd dinnnnnerrrrr~ :D yayye. ate secret receipe. omg the cost of the meal is like ^&*%&@?!# la! hahaha. and i was damn hungry by then. so i was VERY easily irritated. yah and i kept real quiet. hahahaha. im sorry sqdmates! hehhhh.
- huiming gave her yellow balloon frm weiyi to a lil boy! haha. she refused to when i asked her at first. den she somehow jue ding she shall be nice and yah. the lil boy was SO cute! he waddles la! like a penguin! erm. do penguins waddle? HAHAHA.
- went the the second level open space to kan hai! sat with huiming. gwen yiling and celene were further away. yah.haha. i like to talk to her. (:
- went home w sqdm. realised bernice and gwen's laughter are alm identical. LOL.
- reached home at ard 10. D: i dont like to reach home so late!

okay. yah. that sums up my day. i think thats alot. hahaha.
i kinda wasted my whole dayyyyyy~ welldoneeeee. oh well.
this shall be it. ((:

byeworld.

:D

2008-06-30T21:40:00.002+08:00

hmm.
i didn watch the finals of euro last night! ROAR. i totally forgot about it please. thou i was still awake that time. ROAR.
hmm anw spain won. 1-0. heard it on class95 this morn. fernando torres scored. lols. i can totally imagine the spastic smile on weiyi's face when she heard that news man. hahahha. or i wonder if she stayed up to watch. lols.
hahahah oh yah. gwen was whinning this morning that her germany lost. HAHAHA. stupid gwen. didn you say you were fine with BOTH teams! TSKKKK. bias ah you!

ayeeee. totally felt like sleeping thru all my lessons today! DD:
yeah. hahahah OH YAH.
))))):
I AM VERY SAD YKNW.
I LOST MY BOTTLE. OMG. ROAR D<
I TRIED TO FIND. BUT... ))):
IM SO SORRY RACHEL.
BLAHHHHHHHHHH. i suck. DDD:

hais. shui jiao bah. bye world.

one more day.

2008-06-26T01:53:00.002+08:00

its thursday today.
and tmrw is friday.

gonna have parade rehearsal later! uhhh lol yeah.
happy belated stjohnday! sorry im two days late. >< its on the 24june! yupppp.
roar i slept once i got home. lols. just piak on the bed and slept. xD welldone.
uhhh just finished the first part of the montage. hahaha now passed to gwen! xD omg there're ALOTALOTALOTT of photos lah. i bet it'll last at least 20mins. hahahah. OH WELL.
our memories are playing like a film without sound.

go people! jiayou for stjohnday parade! :D:D:D

shall sleep. roar. im missing all the matches lah. ROAR.
germany vs turkey later.

bleh. dont care. shall sleep alr.
IM TIRED. -yawns-

all those 'used-to's...

2008-06-23T01:00:00.003+08:00

went to gwen's blog just now. haha welldone. that girl is pessimistic about everything. and making me pessimistic as well. but actually i think, for a pessimist, im pretty optimistic. hahaha. sounds familiar to anyone?

lols. oh anw yah. i started to think about... all our used-tos. like... every tues and thurs lunch break. everyone knows im not free. okay alm all.
im so used to swinging open the basement door as thou i own it,
so used to walking down the basement stairs with the occasional small jump in my footsteps.
so used to looking the clock and once it strike 1230 i'd be off,
so used to just looking for sqdms to sashay down to the basement.
so used to the route that brings me to the sjroom.
so used to opening the door even without the use of a key.
so used to the look, smell, space of the room.
im so used to the fact that i actually belong to somewhere.
and after this coming friday, everything will be different.
we'd have to pass on our duties to our next batch.
the basement will never belong to us again. not as if it belonged to us at first. but yah.
the room... will not be ours anymore.
all those lil tricks in the room... haha wth.
oh well.

like suddenly, all i have left of the cca are just mere memories.
seriously, it doesn feel good to be just floating ard belonging to nowhere.

/takemyhand,letsnothinkabouttomorrow.

suddenly, i dread the coming of friday.

STRIVE08

2008-06-20T01:19:00.005+08:00

YOOOOHOOOO~ im back frm camp alr!

comments up on lj. yeah i forgot totally about photos just now so shall upload it here! :D

during camp fire!

first night i think. (:

skittles! huiyee luping wingyan huiming and me!

skittles! uh with 2missing! zhi-yi(lin) and jier.

YEPYEP! :D:D:D im lazy to upload other photos! hehh. too bad.

yeh im tired. shall sleep. (:

precamp.

2008-06-15T14:31:00.003+08:00

okay i realised i actually wanted to post this before my camp. and i kinda totally forgot about it. yah. so here it is. xD

---
oh man. i went to the toilet three times in two hrs! DDD:
stomach discomfortttttttt. qu si bah.
i dont wanna be downnnnnn.
tmrw is camp alr!
DDDD:
BU KE YI LAHHHHH.

bwah. okay nvm.
anw i jus came back frm council camp! :D
omg i never knew councillors went thru so much to get to what they are now.
haha so cmon ppl, next time when its cheering session, please cheer!
being a secfour, we should all know our cheers by heart alr.
and really i wonder, how many out there actually know all the cheers by heart.
haha.

oh anw, i learnt alot frm the councillors! :D:D uh yeah including their council cheers and council songs. HAHAHA. me and gwen were like cheering their cheers too when they cheered la! omg. we're like part of them during the camp lorh. xD seriously its tough. yah ahhahaha and i think councillors' expectations were quite high. hahahha. oh well. oh anw i slept on a stretcher at night. - -" it was damn awkward. cos it was so warm, i was sweating. then yknw. when your skin feels sticky and it comes into contact with the stretcher, it will stick to the material of the stretcher. yah. so it was DAMN awkward for me to turn on it. - -" it will create that super noisy sound. summore had casualty with us in the same room. D: roar. i couldn be bothered to wake up and get down the stretcher lah. so i just slept in that same position for 2.5 hrs. yeah thats about all the sleeping time i got. hahahaha. gwen and i woke up at 530! then celene and yiling went to sleep. - -" guochang... cont sleeping. hahahha. yuppppp.

then halfway thru the second day i went for my guitar lesson hahaha. then came back at ard 12. yupp. then they had pt again. hahaha. hmm yadahyadah. until the end they had this fun game. lols. with lotsa flour and detergent. - -" me and gwen both kena-ed the mixture. lols. then we went down to steal flour and detergent and we started aiming targets too. hahahaha.

okay then aft everything, in our interesting attire, we went to coro to get bread for our own camp! :D hahahha we bought bread.... and something else. uh okay charcoal. yah it was my first time buy ten loaves of bread at a go please. hahaha. uh then my dad came and i went home lah. gwen dont want me to drive her so she went home alone! hahaha. kae. so that kinda rounds up everything. :D
---

th 127th day ,

2008-06-12T22:14:00.001+08:00

127 日
吴建豪 & 安七炫

不知不觉已经那么久
我待在这没有你的冰河期中
即使回忆不断在重播
经冻结的爱也不会再暖和
把我很好说的从容（心就越必须言不由衷）
我犹豫着还要不要承认我放不开手

127日的分手就有127颗心在痛
一天一点让后悔教会我怎么能够忽略你感受
你用多少眼泪才找到离开我的理由
也许一直容忍的都是你
因为温柔而为我犯下的错

眼中只有你美丽身影
耳朵只搜寻所有关于你的消息
就算是我已经往前走
我也徘徊在所有美好往事左右
我的心已死好久（它失去了生存的理由）
就在你不再爱我的那一天停止跳动

127日的分手就有127颗心在痛
一天一点让后悔教会我怎么能够忽略你感受
你用多少眼泪才找到离开我的理由
也许一直容忍的都是你
因为温柔而为我犯下的错
Damn baby, how we end up here
You know it's funny
I just miss you so much
I still remember holding you kissing you I wish I could just see you right now lying in my arms
Baby I'm waiting for you
Please just come back to me
I love you
127 日的分手留下一个好想你的我
一天一年让时间证明忘记你是我做的假动作
我用了多少寂寞了解你离开的理由
我没有能挽回你的权力
除非你能了解我心有多痛

---

two hrs away from the 127th day.

someth inside me is missing ,

2008-06-12T20:32:00.002+08:00

and i don't wanna know what is it.
It's you, it's you. It's always you.
It has always been you, and only you. /&

watched portugal against czech last night.
online! :D:D:D
gwen's friend gave her links and she gave me! woohoo~
cool. hmm i like #20! deco. hoho.
and #17. yay. i don't know his name. - -"
and i don't deny #7 is goodlooking. hahaha.
i think everyone knows who i'm refering to. lols. OH WELL.
and portugal won! 3-1! yayyyeh.
deco scored the first goal in this match.
ronaldo hit in the second goal. its his first goal in euro'08! :D:D
third one i forgot who did. hahaha.

really, i enjoy watching soccer matches.
i don't know why i didn realise that earlier.
soccer matches are simple.
either it's in, or it's not.
no ambiguities, no uncertainties.
ohwell. :D

shall put up lyrics.

Inevitable -- Anberlin

Do you remember when we were just kids
And cardboard boxes took us miles from what we would miss
Schoolyard conversations taken to heart
And laughter took the place of everything we knew we were not
I wanna break every clock
The hands of time could never move again
We could stay in this moment (stay in this moment)
For the rest of our lives
Is it over now hey, is it over now

I wanna be your last, first kiss
That you'll ever have
I wanna be your last, first kiss

Amazing how life turns out the way that it does
We end up hurting the worst, the only ones we really love
I wanna break every clock
The hands of time could never move again
We could stay in this moment (stay in this moment)
For the rest of our lives
Is it over now hey, is it over now

I wanna be your last, first kiss
That you'll ever have (that you'll ever have)
I wanna be your last, first love (that you'll ever have)
Till you're lying here beside me with arms and eyes open wide
I wanna be your last, first kiss for all time

---

tell me you love me, /

be my last first love,
take my last first kiss.

i dont have to run away,

2008-06-08T21:41:00.003+08:00

(:

havent been here for quite some time. ahaha.
oh well. just a quick update.
hmm i kinda wasted my hols away. (welldone. -.-)

oh well. watched the worldcup qualifying matches ystd.
singapore vs uzbekistan. smth like that.
roarrrrr. 0:1
ayah. it wasn exciting at all.
thou i kinda hoped that singapore would pull thru that match. oh well.
gwen was happily watching the eurocup matches luh! D: i dont have starhub ch.
blehhhh. hahha i kinda like to watch soccer matches now! lols.
in the past i fell asleep watching worldcup matches. -.-
even those super exciting ones like brazil against yadah or germany against yadah.
hahahha. (dont hit me please)

oh welllll.
hahaa gwen just said my blogspot is dying. ahahaha i kinda agree. oh wellll.
suddenly i dont feel the urge to blog lahhh. i think my lj is dying too. HAHA. welldone.
i got nothing to updateeeee
SOMEONE MAKE MY LIFE INTERESTINGGGGG.
CMON~~~

LALALA~

-
someday i'll lay my love on you

baby i dont wanna lose you now

just one

i pray for this love to be true
miss you
my baby you.

/ dbsk; one -

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hahaha okay okay! :D:D
this shall be it. :D

BYE WORLD//

im sleeeeeeeepy.

2008-05-21T01:32:00.003+08:00

goodnesssssss. rushing bio reportttt. greatness. im going crazy soon. hahaha. welldone.

i put on eyedrops 4times in less than 3hrs lahhh. walao. sooner or later im going blind. - -" xiah~ xD okay nvm.

was jus taking a break frm all the rushrush. uhhh but seems like the break is kinda long. OH WELL. hahhaa. thats just too bad. lols.

just to update abit. hmm. went to ubin on Vesak day. came back with wounds. omg. damn painful. as in, the process is not painful. its the after effects. - -" i nearly died when i was bathing. shucks. and its not forming scab yet. roar. its damn gross. hmm. for those who takes bio, you should know when whitebloodcells and platelets AND ANTISEPTIC CREAM fight bacteria, what they create. hahahha. yesssss. its thaT. omg damn gross. :/ but anw, going to play badminton tmrw! :D just pray hard i dont fall. hahaha on my knees. yep. those on my palm look kinda insignificant so it doesn really matter. hahaha. oh well. ((:

kae back to bio reportttttt.

eff you man. someday i'll burn all my SIAs and celebrate infrnt of all the teachers.
ROARRR.

/0140hrs.

no love -- simple plan.

2008-05-08T00:53:00.001+08:00

Staring out into the world across the street
You hate the way your life turned out to be
He's pulling up in the driveway and you don't make a sound
Cause you always learn to hold the things you want to say
Your always going to be afraid

[Chorus:]
There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh so what will you do?
There's only lies
There's only fears
There's only pain
There is no love here

Broken down like a mirror smashed to peices
You learned the hard way to shut your mouth and smile
If these walls could talk they would have so much to say
Cause everytime you fight the scars are gonna heal
but they're never gonna go away

[Chorus:]
Oh no
So what will you do?

Your falling, your screaming
Your stuck in the same old nightmare
He's lying, your crying
There's nothing left to salvage
Kick the door cause this is over
Get me out of here(Kick the door)

[Chorus:]
Tell me what will you do?

There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here.

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simple plan songs are nice. ((:

make my dreams come true ,

2008-04-29T21:19:00.002+08:00

roarrrr. my eyes are half closed alr. and its not even ten o'c. wth.

hmm anw, I FOUND MY NAMETAG~ xDD
omg it was sitting on meiling's calendar all along! ><>< roarr. and it costs $3.50 per nametag please. omg. damn ex la. summore i had to do 'punishment'! HAHAHA. aiyah. not corporal punishment lah. just... help to give out smth haha. to alm all the sec4 classes. - -" ohwelllll.

seriously im falling asleep alr. ROARROAR. ://okay today i shall be an early sleepworm! :D so tmrw i can be an early bird! :D erm no link. nvm. hahaha. :D:D roar. tmrw i needa reach super super SUPERRRR early. like crazily early. hahahha. hmmm shall prepare everything before i sleep later. hahaha. :D

oh man. there're thousand and one things due on friday! omgggg. IH sia, IH SBQ, chem, thousand and one things to collect, and other random random things! D: si diao pleaseeeee.

:// roar i have nothing else to post lah. roar.

/ my ankle hurts from the cracksound ystd! D:

before it falls apart ;

2008-04-27T14:35:00.002+08:00

we dont need go that far,

lets hold on to where we are.

been a long time since i last posted. haha

:// roar. had diarrhea ystd and today! D: must be the stupid ham's fault! roarrrrr. been sleeping alot today and yesterday. haha wasted time like nobody's business. hahaha. until my dad got so pissed with me and he asked: ren jia 24 hrs dou bu gou, ni shi you hen duo shi jian shi mah. hahha welldone. ://

i cant really rmb what happend in the week yah. hmmm. so ya this shall be it. haha.

dont let time

catch up /

(((((:

2008-04-18T23:15:00.002+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPPPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL DEAR! :D:D:D

hohoho okay ive abandoned this blog for quite long! IM SO SORRY BLOG! hehh.
yeah so im here to post! :D:D
omg i think im damn high these days can. walao. wo bu zhi dao wei shen me! lolssss.

haha during math supp lesson ystd i was doing math with sandy den i keep whining and whining to her about me being damn hungry lah. den she kept laughing at me, i kept laughing at her. - -" shenjingbing. lols. like hao xiao de ye xiao, bu hao xiao de ye xiao. - -" but their clsrm on third floor! its very yuan to the canteen!! but after lotsa whining we finally went down to eat. yeah i gave in to the temptation. heh. very hard to resist the temptation can. lols. esp when your stomach constantly ~~growls~~protests. hahaha. xD den wy said i talk damn loudly! - -" okaylorh. next time wo bu yao jiang hua liao lorhhhhh. haha. was running up and down, in and out of 411 lahhh. consent forms for bdivbasketballfinals! hahaha anw, jiayou for finals! believe in yourself! ke yi de! yall created miracles before, yall can do it again. go for it, strive for it, you'll make it! :D

okay now i have a fwen. yeah note, FWEN. like the preschool fwen yknw? hahahah yeah. let me introduce debbie tang, my new presch fwen. xD yeah 2year old! HAHAHA. ehh. 2yr old not considered presch yet right? hahah oh wadevr lah. okay now shes my ximenfwen and im her dongmenfwen! HAHAHA dont ask me how the dongmen and ximen came about. xD

haiyahhh. highing with deb now. - -" like some shenjingbinggggg. during bom gm i was highing also lah. sitting btwn zhiyi and sarah. - -" i tot sarah so guai bring paper and pen to copy notes, and then i saw MATH WS 4.2. lols. you win liao. den zhiyi brought a book, and i also thought she so guai bring bk to copy notes worh. den it turned out that the bk was her mathsuppex bk. - -" all bring for show lorh! only ppl like ben ren, bring paper and pen to copy notes lah! but erm. didn really copy much. nth to copy lah. anw mssabrina bought us pizza! OMG HEN DUO KE YI MAH. like got ten boxes? yeah. and six bottles of 1.5l pepsi. xDD wahhhh i love her so much yknw. HAHA. anyone who buys me food i'll love her. HAHAHA yeah. so cmon buy me food and you'll be loved. xD hmmm then ah, ALL THE MONIs WERE EATING ON 4TH LEVEL! xD mssab says she'll dang for us if any erm authorative *AHEM* personnel says anything. HAHAH.

anw during cca i was damn high also! omg esp when yiling. - -" informal with y3s that time. omg. champion. yahhh and i bet they love the FA interactive quiz man. xD damn exciting. hilarious too. xD ahhahaha xD i was in a good mood today lah! thats why. HAHA. but ben ren yao fierce de shi hou, qing bu yao bei wo xia dao. ren bu ke mao xiang okay. dont think i look like very nice to bully lor. wo shi hui yao ren de! xD then then aft cca i immediately went to bathe can! HAHAHA. horrifying experience. :// yeah ask jinyao meiling and chenyi man. they'll fill you in with the details. lols.

then then we set off to rach's house! :D:D welldone. no one knows where to get down and how to walk there pls. okay maybe got. just not me. xDD yeah you should know by now that my sense of direction is can*ahem*not make it one. heh. hahah then then me jinyao cx chengxin bel chenyi junning cheryl xinyu tou tou muo muo scrambled to rach's house! cos her mom got her out of her house to buy smth so that we can tou tou go into the house and surprise her! :D:D:D hahaha omg hen hao xiao pleaseeeeee. the way we sqwweeezed into the lift, secretly hoping no one can see us. HAHA and the best thing is, we got into the wrong lift. - -" den had to walk the long way ahahaha. xD omg thrilling can. imagine seeing nine ppl running-tiptoeingly quietly along a long corridor and crouching down at the same time. HAHAHA. walao we were worried that the neighbours will think that you ren yao lai da3 jia4 can. xD yeahhh. den we reached her house! :D:D we brought all our shoes into the house too! xD welldone. nine one us plus her sister and brother stayed in her study rm! all of us were trying so hard to keep her bro quiet! so we played the if-you-talk-you-lose game. hes only 4yrsold la what you want. xD hahaha then she came back and we SURPRISEEEEEd her! pleasant surprise darling! :D:D hahahah yeah had lotsa fun at her house! and i think her elder sis is pretty! look abit like eurasian hehh. i think the spelling of eurasian is wrong. erm issit? nvm. xD den when she smile look very pretty! HAHAHA. and rachel and her another sis look alike! xD oh yeah. and all three of them drink jollyshandy with tigerbeer. yeah. the tigershandybeer sisters. HAHAHA. okay lah. it tastes quite nice. lols. shall ask my daddy to drink lydat next time! xD hmm then we stayed at her house until 10. haha. her daddy drove us back! uhhhh 11 ppl in a family car! those 5seatersfamily car! omg it was damn amusing. xD 5ofus were sitting at the boot area! xD me bel cx junning and xinyu! HAHAHA and infront sat meiling chenyi cheryl and jinyao! welldone. xD when we opened the carboot for junning to get down, the girl who sat at the busstop dropped her jaws. HAHA. acc to those who saw. lols. wonderful can. and ALL OF THEM had a GREAT time suanning me. - -" eh shi wo zai pei he ni men lorh. wo qi shi hen cong ming de. HAHAHA. xD nvm then i got home! at ard1030! :O late. >< i dont like going home late. cos i cannot see the surroundings lah. sai. den i'll keep wondering if i got onto the wrong bus. stupid. but still, i managed to get home safely. hahahahha.

hahahah yeah this marks the end of my eventful day. hahahhaa. okay i shall sleep.
omg this is such a longgggggggg post! and! rachel's bd is over! >< grahhhhhh.

/0112am.

:/

2008-04-08T21:51:00.003+08:00

我(又)生病了

apparently thats the largest i can get. ahahha. suck.
yes im sick again. congratulate me man. :/

missed school for two days alr. grahhhhhs.
feel so nua todayyyyy. bad bad bad. even worse than ystd.
missed 2.4km.
missed alotalot of lessons.

ohwellll.
seriously i dont feel well enough to go school. haha.
wad if i chuan ran gei bie ren! :O
zhe shi bu dui de xing wei!

anw the main pt of this post is

pills sucks.
i cant swallow them for nuts.
they are too big to be swallowed!
therefore pills sucks.
for that matter, all medicine suck.
ROAR.

(:

2008-03-30T22:03:00.003+08:00

hmm. youknow. i didn mean to type lastest in my prev post. i meant to type LATEST. HAHAHHAA omg. wth is this. wads lastest man. hahahahhaa stupid.

did i mention how much i hate filing before? grahhhh. im going crazy soon. 1quiz 2 ws 2 practicals. :/

okay conversation with sandy was damn funny. i actually said boutique when i wanted to say florist. hahaha but that wasn even the main pt of the conversation lah. walao. nvm.

hahaha. okay i shall talk about ystd! :D:D had flagday! haha. supposed to go for acjc funfair can. grahhhhhh. nvm. hmmm then met gwen at jurongeast at 830am! hoho:D i nearly fell asleep waiting for her. gosh. damn tired. and we concluded that the more you sleep, the more tired you are. so now im kinda hanging in the midair. - -" if i sleep late, common sense tells you that i'll be tired the next day. but if i sleep early i'll still be tired the next day. so either way i'll still be tired. wth. - -" nvm thats not the mainpt, okay then we met at jurongeast. but we decided that the competition was too tough there so we changed location. uhhh citylink mall. or was is suntec city mall. grah wadever. we went to cityhall yes. hmmm the station is QUITE confusing too. :/ but still less confusing that dhobyghaut. lols. there were SO MANY EXITS at cityhall lah! goodness man.

i feel the urge to eat the chocolate thats sitting a little too comfortably on my comp table. lols. but i brushed my teeth alr! :/ edited; nvm i ate that alr. hahaha. ;

ahhhhh nvm i feel like sleeping alr. shall cont the story another day.

haha

-

2008-03-28T23:00:00.002+08:00

i think my squadblog is very dead. xDD just look at the date of the lastest post luh. feb. hahaha. and it was lyrics. the lastest proper post was dated 1jan08 HAHA. wonderful. hahaha. oh yeah. my comp is being irritating now. it says there is an IP address conflict with another system on the network, but it didn tell me how on earth im supposed to solve that damn problem. so it has been popping up and down for more than 10times by now. - -" hahaha. oh well.

hmm having flag day tmrw. wo bu yao! i wanted to go for the acjc funfair! GRAHHH. wei shen me zhe yang! blahh. meiling! WO HEN BAO QIAN. WO BU SHI GU YI YAO FANG NI PIGEON DE! :/ grahhhhhh. damn pekcek. roarness. meeting gwen tmrw first thing in the morning. hahah then we'll crash je. lols. ppl there better be nice kae! COS WE'LL BE COUNTING ON YALL. hahahah xD okay thats enought of crap. i wanna sleep alr. ahahha.

GOODNIGHT EVERYONE.

nyaa cip ((:

2008-03-25T20:52:00.002+08:00

haha playing with little kids are so much fun! (: haha cos they cheat all the way and then they refused to admit that they cheated and they insist that you lost. HAHA. stupid. but i like it more when people are sincere and look at things with a innocent heart. they say what they wanna say and believe what they wanna believe. and i really wonder why we are losing the ability to believe someone/something wholeheartedly, as we grow older.

i realised i feel quite lost when i dont have music playing in the backgrd.
its just this weird feeling. :/
somehow it just feels too quiet.
and i dont like that quiet feeling.

the day i dreamt of you, you told me dreams were never true /

and forget it, im not emo. - -"
just not that.
merely expressing some feelings i felt.
im not being emotional.
actually im quite neutral alrd.
grah wadevr. -.-

those words you once said ,

2008-03-24T20:55:00.002+08:00

失去和拥有刹那的感动
人生有时候像一场梦
醒着的时候睁开了双眸
不如意的很多
朋友和情人来的来走的走
反反复复寻寻觅觅为了什么
要多少时间才能够了解
其实有你就足够
握着你的手走过快乐和难过
黑夜白昼我们都曾经拥有
人生是没有定律的一种节奏
不如用心去感受
快乐的一刻胜过永恒的难过
黑夜过后就有日出和日落
两个人走不会寂寞
每一刻都会珍惜都会把握
庆幸有你爱我 ~~庆幸你曾经爱过我~~
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tonight ive fallen and i cant get up,
i need your loving hands to come and pick me up
/

cheerup girlfriend. SMILE. all those unhappy stuffs, lets bin it all tgt.
our user-and-environmental friendly bin-incinerator.
wo bu hui zhe me rong yi si diao de. ((:
jiayou trash. ((:
you too, never fail to make my day. (:

happy birthday chooyingci! ((:
shi liu sui le. zhang da le orh! haha.

tmrw last paper. and my mom asked, ni you mei you zuo zui hou de chong ci! i felt like telling her, chong shen me lorh, its only the start of the year. - -" i think this is wrong. but seriously, ive never studied so hard for a non-midyrs, non-eoys, non-CA, non-SA, test before. lols. wonderful. hahahaha. if they've implemented block tests wayyyy before, i think my grades wont be like this. lols. who can i blame man. hahaha. procrastinationnnn.
seriously, frm 7 -10pm, ive done nothing constructive. lols. hmmm. ate for one whole hr, 8-830 i dont know what i did. 830-9 bathed. 9-10 uh waste time in frnt of the comp. hahahha. thou i have my ppts all opened, lols. i havent really read them yet. HAHA welldone georgina! ppl finished mugging, you havent even started. ni ying liao lorh. - -"
like wo yao lorh.

grahhh. i should start. bye world.

take off that false front;

2008-03-19T21:44:00.002+08:00

had chi papers today. quite okay i guess. erm for paper 2. paper 1 was :/ i got my ge shi wrong. blahhhhhhh. that sucks. and i didn have time to write a substantial piece of zuowen!>< grahhh. i am damn pissed with myself can. roarness. but paper2 was quite okay. i did quite fast i think. i tried to sleep at 1230hrs, but i couldn fall asleep. but somehow i fell asleep at arnd... 1245 i think. haha. then i had a dream can! piang. weird stuffs weird ppl. wrong place, wrong time, wrong subject. lols. wth. then got shocked back to reality by kuo - -" omg his voice. hen kongbu. piang.

hmm tmrw is a bad bad day. LA Math and Bio. 0.O haha can you just kill me first. so that i dont have to die again tmrw. SRQ is hohohomerrychristmas, MATH is... hahaivenothingtosay, and BIO is loltheregoeseverything. yeah that kinda sums up everything, if you get it that is. ohwell.
its time to start studying! haha at this kinda time. lols. welldone georgina ng.

time time. time management.

因为珍惜过，失去才会痛；

marshmellows

2008-03-14T16:40:00.002+08:00

lazing around at home eating marshmellows.

i once said what marshmellows meant to me,
if you know it, good for you.
if you dont know, den dont bother.
cos the chances are, it doesn concern you.

dont know whats wrong with me grahhh.

why why why.
wei shen me.

tell me why,
ai bu ai.
dong xiang xi xiang shen me shi ai.
say good bye,
shuai shuai shuai,
ni bu yao zai hui lai.

- -" what am i doing man. ahahha. thats such an old song. lols. xD

miss you, mistake.
its about time i start learning how to give up again.
why am i doing this to myself man.
getting out of one and falling into another one.

i have a feeling, this one is much harder to get out.
and to think two months ago, i thought otherwise. what a joke.
so conclusion, i should start early.

start learning how to stand on your own, darling.
theres no one for you to lean on anymore.
stop dreaming, wake up.
its about time.
be it a nightmare or sweetdream, no one is going to care anymore.
cmon.
wake up.

i dont know whats wrong -

2008-03-14T13:38:00.003+08:00

been wasting time these days. didn do much hw. ahaha. welldone. holidays are gonna be over soooooon. sooner than i thought. grah. thou i hate to sit at home and stone everyday, i hate it even more to sit in class and listen to whatever the tchr is talking about. - -" cos i dont understand. grahh. and the best thing is, blocks is straight after hols. goodness. i rather they keep the prev system of the commontests. grah oh welll.

ive been kinda dead for the past few days. roar. i dont like this crap. everything is wrong wrong wrong lah. but the irony is i dont know exactly what went wrong. stupid shit. haha dont ask me what is my mind thinking about. wo bu zhi daooooooo.

wo zhen de bu zhi dao.
i dont know what im doing anymore.
not as if i had any idea what i was doing before all this crap.
its just like that.

it goes on.

一点点痛的感觉加上一点我对你的思念;

pictures!

2008-03-10T18:16:00.003+08:00

hello! :D here are the links to the pictures!

[edited]
jenzi's birthday party!
graces camp (non406)
graces camp (406!)

yupps. there you go! :D

(:

2008-03-09T19:59:00.002+08:00

hellohello. im back from graces. ahaha. yeah didn die. xD i dont really think i became much more graceful either. ahahha. just look at how i sat today and you'll agree with me. even my dad agrees. ahahaha. xD welldone.

currently uploading pictures. hahaha. ((:
anyone who wants pictures come look for me! :D:D i'll be nice and send you whatever i have! hehh. ((: hahaha omg i just saw some videos that nicole took with my cam xDD amusing. like totally. xD HAHAHA.

hmmm ehhh i slept alot today! okay lah actually. hmm slept at 1 last night. cos was blogging and waitin for sweetheart to sleep. cos she was watching soccer! liverpool vs newcastle. ahahha. im not exactly a big fan on soccer actually. ahaha. hmm. then woke up at 9 today! i got dragged out of bed by my dad. - -! went to some IT show. uhhh then went to my ahgong house! xDD my ahgong is damn funny. he commented that i slept the minute i went there and he said, ni bu yao zai shui liao eh. xDD and then the next minute he told me to go downstairs and run. - -! I VERY FAT MEH. lols. justtttt unfit. HAHA. goose napfa is coming. >/

oh anw,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JENZI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YILING!
HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY HSINFANG!

hahah yeah. (((:

maybe i will die soon. ha.

2008-02-27T23:36:00.002+08:00

welldone. ive been dutifully eating my medicine every night. but i think i will die of overdosage soon. ha. i jus anh drink the cough syrup. it was stated 10mls per dosage. but i drank 30mls in jus 2 dosages. ahaha. no wonder i get sleepy so easily. hmmmm. oh well.

im lazy to post everything allover again, so this shall be it. (:

it just doesn flow;

2008-02-22T21:34:00.002+08:00

对不起

有些话我真的说不出口

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我知道说再多的话都没有用
its useless to tell you its okay, cos i know its not.
i know how much every one of those meant to you.
so i didn say much. hmm.
i love you more than the stars love the sky.

---
its a marvel to see how so people can jus pretend nothing is wrong and get on with life when the thing is, it affected them alot. some people live for themselves, while others live it for others. emotions are based on how other people feel, and you do it cos people tell you to.
when you smile, smile for yourself. whats the use of smiling for others to see when deep down, tears full of bitterness are streaming down behind that vibrant smile. sometimes do what you feel like doing on the spur of the moment. be it something stupid or something loud. just be yourself.
hahaha but i realised how difficult it is to do what you say. ahaha. it suckssss.

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mock comp tmrw. jiayou guys! do it nicely! (((: and ahahahha i forgot to buy the curry tuna jus now! D: NO MORE BREAKFAST KAE. IM SO SORRY. NEXT TIME NEXT TIME! hehhh. okay im starting to cough alr. X( pray hard it'll heal quickly! wah sian. everytime my cough last for damn long one can. like really very long. a month? and its really very xinku to sneeze and cough tgt. like *sneezecoughcough* *sneezecoughcough*
hais. WO MING KU CAN.

oh well. had invest today. hall duty was totally a waste of time! helped to carry the chairs out! but we wanted to sit eh! walao. nvm. ahaha. spent most of the time walking ard the school with kristie! lols. we walked the pathway outside 2nd floor staff rm FOUR TIMES lah. i think more than four times. sian. ahahah. and we went to sit in the audi! xD HAHAHA. hohoho. lols i think shes such a funny girl can. - -! she held the placard of 3/5 = she cost three dollars and 50 cents. i held the 3/6 one and i cost three dollars and SIX CENTS. - -! and we were like competing whose class's people will come first can. - -! once the people in that particular class come, we'll take another placard. and the game goes on. lols. walao hen ben can. lik two baichi luh. xD oh wellll. hahahah nvmnvm. fellow bommer. xD

kae its sleeping time!! =D

=DD randomnesssss.

2008-02-21T09:00:00.003+08:00

HELLO HAHAHAHA:D THIS IS GEORGI'S FRIEND:D

hellohello this is another friend of georgi's!!!!!!

HELLOOOOO I AM BACK HAHAHA.

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lols. two gay ppl xD

hmmmmmm. its IH now! and we re all slacking in the comp lab!

lols. ahahhaa omg alina is damn amusing.

you make really nice skins!
you skin nicely.

ahahaha. lame lah!. just lik rachelkoh. -.-

I HAVE NOTHING TO WRITE ABOUTTTTTTT!

lols. rachel jus got caught for playing minesweeper in class. ahahha. the whole class is doing EVERYTHING cept ih can. lols. minesweeper, solitaire, math log graphs(OMG GG'S CLASS GOT QUIZ x.x), surfing baron chen/mike he's pics, chi hw(newspaper), changing blogskins, telling joy how wonderful her skin is etc etc. lols.

lols. those in italics are typed by NICOLELIM. lols.

ROARRRR. i HAVE NOTHING TO SAY. HA. okay i shall post pictures! xDD

BARON CHEN! xDD HAHAH WO HEN XI HUAN TAAAAAAAAA!!!~~~ he looks damn cool in the movie! xDD bHHAHA okay its time to go! =DD

when was the last time i felt this way.

2008-02-20T23:35:00.002+08:00

its been a long time since i last felt this way.

the disappointment.

new song!

2008-02-17T14:12:00.003+08:00

second chance -- faber drive.

I found the phone
I must've missed your message
You got it wrong, It wasn't what your friend said.
I can tell by your tone, I've taken it too far again.
Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.

Your friends are telling you, You gotta move on.
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
I don't know why i ever waited to say.
Cuz I'm just dying just to see you again.

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should've let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.

I should've known, took you and I for granted
Gotta let you know, I was never underhanded.
Tell by your tone, I've taken it too far again.
Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.

My friends are telling me they saw you with someone.
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
I don't know why i ever waited to say.
Cuz I'm just dying just to see you again.

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should've let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.

My last mistake, putting my friends first.
I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.

What you give is always what you get.
There's so much I haven't given yet. (or theres so much i havent given you)
it seems so different with(out) a second chance.
Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.

My friends are telling me they saw you with someone.
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
I don't know why I ever waited to say.
Cuz I'm just dying just to see you again.

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should've let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.

My last mistake, putting my friends first.
I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.
You were the first to give I was the first to ask.
Now I'm in second place to get a second chance.

Instead of holding you, I was holding out? (second chance)
I should've let you in, but I let you down (second chance)
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask? (second chance)
Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.

source: lyricstop

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haha. I just felt like changing blog song. So here it goes(:
i never knew ants eat dark chocolates too. Actually i dont mind sharing some with you (:
Somehow i couldn't find that sweet feeling back when i eat dark chocolates.
Flagday ystd. Didn accomplish much thou. Unlike pro ppl lik joanna and pam - -! their cans were DAMN heavy can. omg. xia si wo. hmmm. me and caroline went bugis! lols. while bel jen chenyi meiling went to uh. chinatown? i think so. hmm. After that we went to bainian! =DD first stop was rachel's house! =DD OMG jiaqi is so cute! xDD hes like the STAR OF THE DAY can! xD cute luh. shy shy one. hahahaha. xD i have a fatal attraction towards SHY GUYS! HAHAHAHA. xDD

erm. well. then then we stayed there for quite some time. lols. then second stop was MY house! HOHOHO. xD we took a quan jia fu with my parents can. LOLS. hen hao xiao luh. xD ahaha then they didn stay for very long. lols.

den we went to the third stop of the day! lols. omg we had foooddddd there. lols. wanted to order pizza but the person didn pick up the phone. wanted to order kfc but it was getting late. so haha. WENT HOME. xD stupid. the six of us were like taking thousand and one stupid pictures on our way home can. lols. i bet ppl on the road were staring at us. lols.

hmm. slacked slackeddddddddddd. blah. sai lorh. wth. hahah ALL MY WORK ARE SLOWLY PILINGGGGG UP UP AND UPPPP. sigh. this is so bad.

blah. i have nth else to write.

2008-02-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

oh well. the eventful today. lols. woke up at 9 today! supposed to wake up at 750 today! oh mannnn SO SORRY NICOLELIM GWENNNNNNN AND CAROLINE! hehhhh. was latteeeeeee. hahaha. stupid. i didn hear my alarm ring. at all. walao. i guess i subconsciously pressed it off. hahaha. hmmm and then then then. i managed to get there at ard.... 10.15 i think. paisehh! and and. we watched sweeney todd. lols. HMMM YAH. ahahaha. we somehow just manage to get in. yah. if thats what you wanna know. ahahahha. SOMEHOW yknw. ahaha. the pro gwen and caroline! xD hmmm. oh man. the theatre was EMPTY can. okay. quite. other than us there were only...... say 7 more people? lols. and there were two aunties. - -! hello. aunties why are you watch such bloody shows. - -! stupid can. gwen was... squealing? HAHA. oh man. i was hiding. erh. hiding my eyes with my hands? HAHAHA. i feel damn lousy. i just dont like the scenes of blood squrting out. lols. its not lik im scared of blood lah. its jus.. eww. gross. hmmm and then aft the movie, gwen carol and me went to eat while nicole went to source for her... flavoured straw? lols. enzyme action. - -! hmm. thennnn. caroline went home! so the three of us.. lols. walked ard. lols. kiddy palace - -" hahaha. OMG i jumped when the barney started talking can! walao. oh and i ran away. -.- ahahhaa feel quite dumb lah. nicole laughed at me. stupid girl. hmm.

kae then nic went home and me and gwen went down to somerset to meet squadmates! =D hahaha eliza huiming celene and us! hmmmm. then we couldn get tickets lah. sai lorh. then we went bugis to watch. ps. i love you. yupp. stupid. i was crying from the start until the end. heh. but not those WAILING kinda cry. jus.. teared lorh. walao. then they were still saying the movie is boring lah. sai lorh. its very touching lorh. the things the female lead did at the start of the movie aft her husband passed away. ): she called his phone alot of times jus to hear his voice again. she wore her his suit just to feel the feeling of having him around her again. his smell. his warmth. his everything. i tried to feel your presense, and i realised i have nothing to start with.

aft that ehhhh. went home lorh. oh yah. did i mention my neck was on the verge of breaking when i was watching the show. - -! i bet the person beside me think im damn irritating ahahha. cos i kept shifting here and there. lols. third rw frm the front eh! walao. hui si diao de lorh. i dont know whats the use of putting the first two rows when NO ONE SITS THERE. lols. sai lorh. okay. i have nth else to say alr. hahahah.

hmmm. talked to gwen today! haha. oh well. i dont know. the best way to forget a person is fall in love with another. yea its cruel but its true. and that sucks. but i wont hurt her i promise. that wont happen lah walao. yknw. hahahah okay nvm.

anw! ITS THE LAST DAY TMRW. last day of holidayyyyyyy goose. i hate last days. BLAH. DO YOUR WORK GEORGINA NG. heh. my ih essay is still... pending. bleh. Dx

kae. i really have nth to say alr. aahaha. thats all! =D

ps. my blog song damn nice hurh. xD

fire on the first day of cny. - -!

2008-02-07T22:41:00.000+08:00

oh man. on the first day of cny theres huo zai near my house. my block! oh man. one floor below mine. man. ): but the fire wasn that big lah. so my house not affected. but haha my moms kinda affected. oh well. hmm wo mei you dong xi jiang liao. - -! okay i think this post abit fei leh. ahahaha. nvm.

HAPPY CNY! :D

tongue tied --- faber drive

2008-02-05T23:13:00.000+08:00

Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away (I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck, than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help, than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again, again

source: ezlyrics
---

oh man. cny is coming can. early this morning i was still feeling the excitment? excitement? wth. you geddit dont you? well yah i was feeling damn excited abt the coming LONGGGGG holiday. lols. until the tchrs start giving us work. ahahhaa. now im lik quite sian diao? see the amt of work i wanna faint liao lurh. i shall bring my work to my ahma's house tmrw. act guai abit. HAHA. haiyah. dont knowwwww. i like to STUDY. actually yeah. i jus dont like to do work. - -! lols. and i think math is the most interesting subject. hahha yeah. thou my math kinds SU-ERHHEM-CKED. yeah.

today in school was. i dont know. i cant rmb much. ahaha oh yah. WE GOT SECOND FOR HAMPER WRAPPING. lols. welldoneeeee to all those who put in efforts! WOHHHHH. and i think class deco is hahah quite alright too. lols. mrs amy came and said the red stuffs outside the class, although were simple, it meant alot. it brings out the atmosphere? whatever. but the ironic thing was that, when she first walked into the clsrm, she said our class look lik its having some chinese wedding ceremony. lols. OH WELL. suibian suibiannnnn. ahahaha.

having hui chun etc tmrw. its finally cny eve! hahaha abit -.^ can. grahs. oh well. HHOHO LAO YU SHENG with sqdm and 208 GATHERING tmrw! wheehoo. ahahhaha i feel lik going mia tmrw during the huichun can. - -! lik wuliao mei shi zuo. sianssssss. oh BLAH.

dont know why, but i feel lik running away

from you.

okay i got nth else to write alr. - -"

im getting bored too. ):

2008-02-03T16:05:00.000+08:00

im looking forward to the long break during cny! ((: hahahah sleep sleep sleep! okay maybe not that much of sleep lah. who the hell sleeps in during cny. lols. i bet i'll be pulled out of bed early in the morning by my mother la. - -!

OH GOOSE. I JUST REMEMBERED THE CHEM QUIZ TMRW. =OO stupid shit. haiyah im totally in the holiday mood already! >< HOW. still got 2 more days! siansssss. and and. hui chun on wed. lols. my calligraphy sucks. ahahahha every year we end up drawing stupid things lah. lik crab? lols. and some random stuffs. ahahahha. forget it.

kinda bored these few days. hmm nothing to write lah. my life is getting more and more boring. no entertainment! goooserrrr. MEI YOU JIE MUUUUUUUUUUU. qu si bah. )):

micky mickey where are you.

eh micky you so fine
you so fine you blow my mind
oh micky~

believe her.

2008-01-30T22:45:00.000+08:00

aaron carter -- keep believing.

When I look into your sad eyes
It makes me feel for you
Cuz I don't see the light
That was always shining through
Someone broke your heart
And now it's easy to give up
I'm tellin you
It's not the end
It's not the end of love

Keep believin', baby
Cuz everything happens for a reason
Though tonight tears fill your eyes
Don't stop dreamin' girl
I'll be right here to lean on
You're gonna make it through
I wanna see you
Keep believin'

Has anybody ever told you
How beautiful you truly are
How just one smile from you
Can open up any heart
You deserve that too
Let somebody lift you up
You gotta know
Somewhere out there
You're gonna find love, yeah

Keep believin', baby
Cuz everything happens for a reason
Though tonight tears fill your eyes
Don't stop dreamin' girl
I'll be right here to lean on
You're gonna make it through
I wanna see you

Keep believin', just have faith
I promise you the clouds will break
And someday soon
You'll see the sun
And find that someone
Keep believin'

Cuz everything happens for a reason
And though tonight tears fill your eyes
Don't stop dreamin' girl
I'll be right here to lean on
You're gonna make it through
I wanna see you

Keep believin'
Keep believin'

source: sing365.com

the question is, how.

2008-01-18T20:12:00.000+08:00

when your pen runs out of ink, what do you do?

throw away and get a new one?
get a refill?
or do you keep it in a precious black box,
waiting for the day the ink comes back again?

sometimes when a pen just doesn belong to you,
no matter how much you try to keep it by your side,
it will disappear.
or it will jus go out of ink.

whats the use of keeping a pen without ink, you may ask.
but whats the use of having so many pens,
yet none of them is of the colour you like.
the pen you like might not be of good quality,
but it just happens that that particular pen is the one youre looking for.

sometimes, quality and quantity isn impt at all.
all thats impt is whether the pen is willing to write for you, or not.

moral of the day: dont buy a pen if you know its prolly not gonna write for you.

and, i do remember that the non existent purple: pen; zig; marker; etc, is going to write for me anytime and anywhere.

now, wheres the green pen that used to occupy a space in my pencil case?
yeah. it went on a strike and refused to write anymore.
roar.

....

2008-01-16T22:18:00.000+08:00

stop being ego you stupid shit.

你知我知
its enough.

you dont go ard telling other ppl i tell you.
i will kick you to the moon.
and never let you come back.

actually it feels good to not hide anything now.

seriously.

2008-01-14T18:33:00.000+08:00

im tired of all these alr.

i just want to have a good night's sleep,
can i?

when everything else jus doesn work.

2008-01-11T21:55:00.000+08:00

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得找
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

就算放开
但能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
---

多少眼泪都无所谓
我闭上眼睛不能入睡
只希望你给我一些安慰

haha welldone. this morning gwen came my house at THREE AM. yes 3am. lols. cos her comp died - -! lols. omg lah. lik =O ahahaha. i bet my parents were so amused can. aha. they were too tired to bother about me ahaha. xD hmm gwen came and she finished her SIA. hmm. hoho and i did most of my linear law! =D but erh i finished it alr lah. ((: -happpppy- hmm kay. i realised i have alot of things to do in the weekends. oh man. and im feeling sleepy alr. blahhhhhhh. i have nth else to post. - -" this shall be it.

you taught me how to love
but i need to learn how to let go;

the call i never want to get.

2008-01-08T23:10:00.000+08:00

when things come all crashing down together,
its called a wake up call.

Victims of Love -- good charlotte.

In the beginning
I tried to warn you
You play with fire
It's gonna burn you
And here we are now
Same situation
You never listen
I never listen

Now I'm thinking of a way that I can make an escape
It's got me caught up in a web and my hearts the prey
Do you really wanna throw your heart away, away, away

Everybody's hurt somebody before
Everybody's been wound by somebody before
You can change, but you'll always come back for more
It's a game and we're all just victims of love
Don't try to fight it
Victims of love
You can't decide it
Victims of love
Oh eoh oh oh oh
Victims of love
Oh eoh oh oh oh

Now you're back
Track you're running away
Cause it just happened again
And you just wanted to win
Trying your best not to let yourself go cold, so cold
Now you've figured out the things you thought you wanted to say
but when you open up your mouth they don't come out that way
Are you really gonna throw your heart away, away, away

Everybody's hurt somebody before
Everybody's been wound by somebody before
You can change, but you'll always come back for more
It's a game and we're all just victims of love
Don't try to fight it
Victims of love
You can't decide it
Victims of love
Oh eoh oh oh oh
Victims of love
Oh eoh oh oh oh
Victims of love

.
.
.

---

the day isn going so well now.

2008-01-03T01:59:00.000+08:00

good charlotte - where would we be now.

I smile, you laugh, I look away
I sigh, you ask me why, I say,
It's ok and I am just feeling' down
Your hand on mine I hear the words
If only love had found us first,
Our lives they would be different, oh
So I stand and wait, I am just a man, oh

Where would we be now baby,
If we found each other first,
Where would we be now baby,
And now I must confess,
that I am a sinking ship
And I'm anchored by the weight of my heart
Cause its filled with these feelings
But I keep my true thoughts locked,
beside my heart's black box
And it wont be found,
it won't survive through the smoke or the wreckage
So I crash and burn,
I got a lot of things to learn, oh

Where would we be now baby,
If we found each other first
What would you do now darling,
If I said these simple words
I'll wait, I'll wait
As long as you want

But where would we be now baby
I'll wait, I'll wait
Where would we be now baby,
If we found each other first
What would you do now darling,
If I said these simple words

I'll wait, I'll wait
As long as you want
But where would we be now baby
I'll wait, I'll wait, I'll wait, I'll wait
---

where would we be now, if i found you first.

Its been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that i cried

when i say i miss you,
believe me i really do;

hmm. first day of school is lik. :/
right. it kinda sucked?
dread.

yeah. its that bad. sec four life sucks. with all the fucking MSG crap that kuo and deans dumped on us on the first day. grah. and seriously my LA is dying. blah. ERHHEM low. hurh. wth. BLAHHHHHH and im tired now. yet im writing all these crap. and im still not dont with my LA ESSAY DRAFT 2. BLAHHHHHHHH.

someone tell me what the hell is all these fucking irritating work. who rewrites their la essay? goddamn. how i wished i took Os. but now. i cant afford to jump to main stream alr. im totally not ready for that big exam. i dont think IP is helping much. its just. pulling the whole standard of HCI down. cos its like. in the past, elites with 6 or less points get into that sch, now. rubbish people like me, who somehow managed to scrap it passed into nanyang, jus have to get a msg or 3, can get into the school. lik hurh. i think i'd be the one who will suffer in the school. blah i dont know a thing. frankly speaking, i really wonder if IP is helping or pulling us all down. its because of the word I-P that we dont put in as much effort. cos WE WERE TOLD we are guarrenteed that place in hci when we get into ny. yah. we only heard the nice part of IP when we were only young and innocent p6s. and how. more and mroe criterias come crashing in. i rather i get into a neighbourhood school and get into hci through O level results. at least i know i am of that calibre. but now. im lik stuck in the middle of nowhere. its too late to back out now. what can i do? hang on? i dont know if im able to hang in there throughout.

grah.
EVERYTHING SUCKS.
dont ask me why.
and dont give me that shit about we will all cheng guo qu together.
fuck that man.
seriously wo kan kai le.
when you are down in that shit
you are alone.
period.

and dont be dumb. period isn that youre thinking of. it has other meanings.

the dream

2007-12-31T00:01:00.000+08:00

i chose to hold on to whatever i can hold on to.

this dream of mine.

am i very silly to hold on to a dream that will never come true?

indifference.

2007-12-30T21:13:00.000+08:00

27 hours later its 2008.

i dont feel anything now.

like.

some dont want 2008 to come so fast.

they are reminiscing the past,

at least.

and others want the yr to past faster.

but i dont feel anything towards the coming of 08.

sometimes i wonder if its that i cant feel or i refuse to feel.

but actually, am i supposed to even feel anything at all?

and the counter at my sidebar is

nearing zero.

i wished i could hold on to the dream forever,

yet wishes upon a star dont ever come true.

playing around with my brother somehow makes me at least happier. at least he entertains me. thou not in a very pleasant manner. lol. hahha and my mother is trying everything she can to motivate me to start studying and continue studying. ahaha. OH WELLLLL. what if i dont pass next year. i dont wanna get kicked to some ulu jc. blehhhh. aha? i dont know what i want luh. ahahahaha i shall work hard for at least one year. if not i'll be wasting my whole sec sch life. ahaha. well done. go gi go.

go gi go.

and stop thinking about useless things.
nothing will change.

-

2007-12-28T23:27:00.000+08:00

junsu's birthday is over
christmas is over
trip is over
holidays are gonna be over
this year is gonna be over

everything is gonna be over, soon.

school is starting.
sec4.
sucks.
):

anyone wanna send me hsm2 songs?

there wasn even a beginning to start with,
how am i supposed to end it.
someone tell me what the hell is wrong.
these are the pieces i cant pick up.

hsm - gotta go my own way.

Gabriella
I gotta say what's in my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try,
somehow the plan
is always rearranged

It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..

I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away

Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok..

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away

Troy
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?

Gabriella
What about trust?

Troy
you know I never wanted to hurt you

Gabriella
and what about me?

Troy
What am I supposed to do?

Gabriella
I gotta leave but I'll miss you

Troy
I'll miss you

Gabriella
soI've got to move on and be who I am

Troy
Why do you have to go?

Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella
We might find our place in this world someday
but at least for now

I gotta go my own way
---

=D

2007-12-15T14:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNSU!

flying off tonight at 1am. (:

wo zhi xi wang ni kuai le.

2007-12-14T00:32:00.000+08:00

Sweety -- 还是喜欢你

只要能够远远这样看着你
看着你看着你
就算伤心心里还是好想你
好想你好想你

只要能够静静这样陪着你
陪着你陪着你
就算分手还是选择喜欢你
喜欢你喜欢你

我好希望整个地球只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢的说我还爱你

我好希望我会忘记说
再见的声音
我不再回忆也不再伤心
---

做得到吗？
心伤得还不够彻底吗。

因为知道所以心伤
那我情愿不知道。

天意弄人
阴差阳错
事实还是找到了我。
我拒绝得了吗？

yqrwcbrdkzzd, wqynqkgsw.

` 总觉得有疼你的责任

(:

2007-12-13T05:09:00.000+08:00

its freaking early in the morning now. ahahhaa. and im lik very hungry. ahahaha. can literally hear my stomach growling. sigh. no foooooood >< and it has been raining for the past few daysssssss. roar when can it stop raining for god's sake. bleh. rain makes me cold. so im cold and hungry now. - -! sigh.

hmm hospital duty on wed was okay. at least had mroe things to do? okay actually not much difference. jus that i did different things. ahhahaha. observed tubefeeding, testing with urine dipstick, changed bedsheet, etcetc lah. hahahah two more days and im done. ahaha. and omg. my first experience. never forget it man. hahaha the things nurses do behind closed curtains. and nurses include male nurses too. ((: there was this male nurse he was damn nice. his name is winfred. i think. ahahaha. he and michele are frm the same poly. nyp. ((: ahahahah and somehow he always sign in aft me. xD HAHA and i have to fake the time for him. - -! OH WELL. hahahha. xD hmmm i wonder what will i do today. oh man. i think today will be a boring day. michele is on morning shirt today. den i have nth to do frm 3-6! okay. auntie lee knocks off at 4. so frm 4-6 i have nth to do. hahahaha maybe i should lik learn some hokkien so i can communicate with the patients. lols. xD oh man. there was this patient he refsed to eat. i feed him he pui out. summore anyhow throw on the floor. - -! nurses qi shi bu hao dang. really. hahaha. shall see what to do later. now... i shall finish my chi compre. haha. OH HAHA i finished probability! =D im so happy pls. ahah okay left with linear law. which sucks. i dont geddit at all. hahaha. alien language. shit. thats badbadbad. ): haiyah. zou yi bu suan yi bu bah.

let it go let it go let it go.
its time to let you go, mily.
i will miss you.

its time to start work. (:

you made the dream felt so real.

2007-12-10T22:41:00.001+08:00

never once did my dream feel so real.

it was you.
you made it feel so real.

but,
dream is still a dream.
it was something that will never happen in real life.

let me sit beside you till the next sunrise comes.

---

hospital attm today was :/ haha. mannnn. i was the only one in aftn shift. they didn appear at all. huming they all couldn contact them at all. den i looked so stupid standing there alone feeling stranded and all. roar. oh well. but there was this nice nice student nurse! her name is michelle. ahahha. she showed me tube feeding. ahahhaa. and how to find the gravity spot. HAHAHA. ((: she was the first person there who urm. taught me smth. oh well. thats the only thing i learnt there anw. hoho. then then. i followed this auntie! i forgot wad she was called lah. we call her auntie lee. ahahaha. she damn funny. she 带我逛 the hospital. ahahaha. those place normal visitors cant go! and the special CARD READER LIFT. ahahaha. xD amusing. then the first task was to urm hahaha go around distributing bread and milo! xD then frm level nine we went all the way to b1. to the housekeeping depts. hohoho. then to the pharmacy. den ahahhaha. alot of places luh. xD ahahaha. okay then auntie lee knocked off at 4! so frm 4-530 i stone. stone. and stone. :O hahahha. well. i knock off at 6 wad. so its alright. then there comes the fun part. lols. dinnertime! went ard delivering food. den i fed this ahpek! he cant eat solid food. so everything was mashed. lik really mashed. ahahha. den i feed feed feed. ahahhaha. HE FINISHED THE WHOLE BOWL. HAHAHAHA. i rock pls. then the papaya i mashed it manually. ahahaha but i think the ahpek was quite poorthing to be fed by me. HAHA. cos the food kept dripping off. the papaya juice 从口角流到 his neck. ahahaha. hahaha. ((: den aft delivering the food this student nurse told me to take temp of the patients! HOHO. den i took temp lorh. xD OMG i felt so paiseh. there was this malay guy. around my age bah? ahahah i inserted the ear thermo too far in xD den aft i took out he gave me the haha ouch feeling.. xD oh well oh well. theres always a first time wad. xD ahahah then aft that i knocked off! =D hmmmm i forgot to sign out. :X oops. shall see how tmrw.

ahahha. ((:

mily! ((:
mily is a name of a millipede.
believe it or not. ;P

when the light gets dimmer.

2007-12-09T23:26:00.000+08:00

你曾经是我失眠的原因

现在你又是我不想梦醒的理由

我真的不知道该怎么面对你。
---

erh. hospital duty tmrw. ahaha im scared? shit. i totally have no idea wad to do tmrw. its like. a whole new environment. hmm. kinda alone? although i have another 2 whatever you wanna call them. but oh well. im preparing myself to face the challenge tmrw alone. but they better be there. if not i dont know how to tell the nurse i/c. okay. seriously im very scared. and its freaking far away. lik. changi? haha okay its near simei. but still. far cgh sounds damn... solemn. roarr. im scared.

i dont lik new environments. ):
blehh.

somehow i wished you can be here holding my hand,
telling me its alright.

aja aja hwaiting! (:

white lies -- dbsk.

2007-12-07T00:49:00.000+08:00

(translation)

[CHANGMIN]
How much time passed since our happy memories..
I cant even try to leave now
Leaving the tender you

[JUNSU]
I have to laugh in front of you
I have to have a bright smile in front of you
But when I think of you I start to cry

[UKNOW]
I have to forget you now
I have to erase you from my memories
I leave you now

[JAEJOONG]
If I can meet you just one time
If you can see me
I will show you my everything
All of my hidden love...

[MICKY]
Even if I am not in the world anymore
I will only wish for your happiness
Dont cry, please dont cry
I cant even wash them away for you

[UKNOW]
Im afraid because I might see you
Because my heart might become sadder
Im going to have to leave you now

[JAEJOONG]
Even the common words of I love you
I couldnt say until now that I love you

[XIAH]
If I can meet you just one time
If you can see me
I will show you my everything
All of my hidden love...

[CHANGMIN]
I'll leave now to a place where you dont exist
Like this I'll erase you from me

[MICKY]
As time passes if I can see you
If I can just touch you for one day

[JAEJOONG]
I wont ever leave
My love for you that surpasses everything

[XIAH]
If I can only breathe next to you...
---

credits: dbsker

its you again.

2007-12-07T00:14:00.000+08:00

tell me.
how do i get you out of my mind.

teach me how to to dry your tears when you cry.

my mind says, give up.
my heart says, no.

who on earth said that heart mind soul are linked as one?

... would it make a difference if i told you i love you?

i lost the courage to try.
im scared of losing you.
totally.

david tao--- putongpengyou

2007-12-05T09:45:00.000+08:00

等待我隨時隨地在等待
做你感情上的依賴我沒有任何的疑問
這是愛

我猜你早就想要說明白
我覺得自己好失敗
從天堂掉落到深淵多無奈

我願意改變 (what can I do?)
重新再來一遍(just give me change)
我無法只是普通朋友
感情已那麼深叫我怎麼能放手

但你說 I only want to be your friend
做個朋友
我在你心中只是just a friend
不是情人
我感激你對我這樣的坦白
但我給你的愛暫時收不回來

So I 我不能只是be your friend
I just can't be your friend
no,no,no,
我不能只是做你的朋友
不能只是做普通朋友

---

random

2007-12-02T22:20:00.000+08:00

first thing.

GWEN!
im sorry for missing your call three times in a row and guaing your call on the fourth time you called! wo bu shi gu yi de. i tot was some cheaterbug china company who calls and says you've won a million dollar bill kinda thing. thats why i gua-ed your call!
the feeling of just a line away. it actually makes a difference.

gwen dui bu qi kaeeee! ni zai sabah yao hao hao jia you! wo hui hen dian ji ni de. althou you wont see this. lols. COME BACK SOON!! ehh pls pls come back in one piece. piang. ahhaa i hope meiling jenzi xingxuan huishan claudia eileen those ppl come back in a piece too! =D jiayou jiayou! six more days! =D

next thing.
my mouse sucks. seriously.
in the past it only clicks. then it double clicks. somehow now it doesn even click.
wth. -pekcek-

last thing.

i miss you. alot.

the Earth still revolves even if the Sun is gone.

2007-11-26T23:57:00.000+08:00

without her,

i dont know what will happen to you.

without you,

i dont know what will happen to me.

but without me,
i know you will still stand strong.
for you will protect her with all youve got.

thats the difference between between
her, you and me.

wonderful saturday! =D

2007-11-25T21:21:00.000+08:00

hoho. went ubin with melissa nicole and belbel ystd! =D aha. dont ask me why i love ubin so much. i jus love that place. im bent on making it my third home. =D

oh mannn. nicole fell down cos of me! :/ im guilty lah. im so sorry nicoleeee! ): i braked cos there was this uh reptile? crawling! then nicole lai bu ji break then jus rammed into my bike. shit lah. den i didn dare to brake anymore)): grahhh wo hai shi hen guiltyyyy. didn bring any FA materials there at all lorh. den luckily auntie bel brought. ahahaa. well. okay lah plasters lorh. xD oh man oh man. nicole was the first to fall. then i fell. then mel fell. ahaha. welldone. only bel didn fall! AHAHA. pro luh. oh man and my fall was totally unglam pls. - -" seriously. ahahahha i fell frm grd to grass. ahaha. whole bile overturned and was on top of ME! ahahahha. omg. nan kan dao. ahaha and according to mel, its those kinda fall you'd in the drama serials. lols. oh well. mel's fall was the most glam one. ahahaha. slow fall. she still can lie on the grd aft she fell into the bushes. - -! walao sai lorh.

nicole's wound. heh.

kae enough of fallings. ((: hohoho. we cooked our own lunch! again! xD but oh well i didn kena food poisoning this time! =D gwen! next time bring own water to boil kaeee! if we're ever going there again. ahaha. ((: we ate at mamam beach! =D the exact same place where gwen and i went the other time. ahahaha. ((: hmm and melissa didn know how to use my can opener. HAHAHA. oh yes. that was time my phone cranked and hung on me. :/ pekcek. my unlucky day can. phone pouch went missing. den fell. den phone cranked. grahh.

hahaha where we ate our food. (:

wads with mel and her smile. lols

nicole eating unglamly. lols.

mel and me.

HAHA BELBEL! =D

hmmm halfway my gear came off. walao. den i had to put it back. but at least i managed to put it back. =D ahahah but i was quite slow and mel had to backtrack to come and find me LOL. xD paiseh. xD oh and there were smth wrong with her brakes. lols. so uh we cycled back to the rental place and got her bike replaced. hmm rested for a while! uh bel bought a 1.5L green tea. walao keesiao? xD 1.5litre okay x) ahahahah me and nicole shared a coconut! xD its nice lorh (: i like! uh mel bought 100plus yah. den den we... set off the noordin beach! =D ahahaha. i was totally luchi can. lols. i had to rely on the maps. lols. uh but somehow they could rmb the pathways. O.o ahahhaha then.... hmm didn pass by the rocky path eh! walao. i lik the rocky path! xD bumpbumpbump. xD hmmmm thennn. reached there and this mrdog came looking for food. lols. bu zhi dao ta shi xi huan wo, hai shi mel. keep coming towards us la walao. hahah brave bel shooed it away! xD

mr dog. - -" thou it looks quite cute aahahha. xD

noordin beach. (: and the bikes.

mel gi nic bel. at noordin beach pavilion.

last pic before we left ubin!

hahaha at the changi jetty toilet. - -" ahahaha. we took alot alot of shots lah. cos somehow the photots were damn blur. ahahah. (:

thenthen. we ate icecream then WENT HOME! =D shit lorh. when we reached tanahmerah stn, nicole reached HOME. then mel went elsewhere so me and bel went home tgt! =D we talk and talk and talk. lols. i wanted to sleep pls. but aiyah shui bu zhao. ahahha. dunno why when i went with gwen it was more tired! xD maybe cos didn change gear den damn chi li. xD xDD

piang i champion can. reached home bathed and went for wedding dinner. - -! lols. at uh grand copthorne hotel. uh i dunno how to pronounce that word ahahaha. xD reached home at ard 12 plus and slept till the next dayyyy! :D

okay thats all for saturday! today isn exciting so lets jus skip it. =D hmm gwen going off tmrwwww! ): wo hui xiang nian ni de. takecare kaeee! =D and to all the rest going sabah. huishan jenzi hanjing grace claudia xingxuan meiling etc! TAKECAREEEEE. :D come back in one piece pls. xD

kae thats all! =D

chalet ((:

2007-11-23T11:27:00.000+08:00

hee. finally squadchalet. ((: gi is happy happy.
gwen huiming celene guoshu guochang kitkuan bernice yiling eliza jessica kaiyu.

heee. first day. i went to sch to meet those ppl and we went tgt. met kangyi on the bus. lols. he volunteered to help me carry uh that bag of bbq stuffs. ahahaha. okay at least hes not that bad. lols. hmm then IT WAS RAINING BLAHH. i had carry the stuffs and walk the long way into the school. got wet yah. hmm. den waited for comp trng to finish. then uh WENT TO HUIMING'S HOUSE BEFORE WE CHECKED IN. ahaha! =D with eliza. wheehoo~ hmm she treated us to.. curry tuna with bread and biscuits. and chocs! =D and seriously i think her house damn pretty. and i think mom quite interesting too. lol. pls. who puts paper tags on clothes saying "dry", "quite dry"? ahahaha. eh YOU RMB TO WATER THE PLANTS! =D ahahha. then checked in. hm. yadah. played mahjong ahahah. with huiming celene yiling. lols. didn play much lah. we were only exercising our brain to prevent dementia, we didn gamble. =D lols. okay i dont know what else we did on the first day. i jus rmb i slept alot. lols. whenever im free you will be able to catch me sleeping. lols. xD hmm. [edited]OH YES. we had barbeque the first night! =D HOHO AND GUESS WHO STARTED THE FIRE?? xD and yah thats how i got my blister. walao sai can my blister broke. ): hohoho this is the first time i love the bbq food. lols. ahahha normally i dont eat the food cos i know it wont be cooked. HAHAHA. oh well. the chicken wings really very nice! esp with the honey! HAHA. pro us didn buy butter so we used honey for everything. wings, sausage, fishballs, nuggets, HAHA satay! xDD not bad huh. oh well. SQUADCHALET AGAIN KAE KAE! =D [/edited]

second day. =D outdoor activity! =D hahaha. i woke up at 9plus! HAHAHA. sai. i was the lastest? ;p nvm hmm then bathed and celene made me breakfast! =D noodles! thou it was kinda hard. and my wire was poking my cheek. bleh. but oh well ((: hmmm. played mahjong early in the morning. lols. then kitkuan and her mom came! xD kk came with her BUNNY! xD oh mannn. that adds on to our softtoy family. - -! gwen's eeyore aka ahbi. huiming's hippo aka ah pui. eliza's polar aka pangpang. guochang's ruby. and there comes kitkuan's bunny! aha! xD bernice didn bring her huangdi. - -! lols. hmm then then gwen and guos went to get the jnrs hmm. then we kinda clear up the rm lah. OOH. kitkuan's mom got us lunch! xD hmm outdoor activity was fun. =D i like! AHAHA. the first three stations was okay lah. oh man i took a super nankan pic with my grp pls. the tree on. - -! so diulian. xDD ahaha then then the last station xD wet wet wet! xD it was alr raining lah. i scared the jnrs get sick. sai lah. gwen damn scared she sick also. pls lorh. that woman nv get wet at all. grahh. AFT YOU COME BACK FRM SABAH. hmm i think most of them got wet lah. oh man. we got very wet. - -! yiphuiming, yiling, celene, eliza, jessica etc. kaiyu didn too! she sick lah. walao so many ppl sick. - -! stupidd. AHAHA oh man. me and huiming went to the pool shower there to get water. then i pressed the shower button and huiming got damn wet! xD SHOWERR xD ahahaha. ehh walao that woman better not be sick. ahaha. hmm then aft outdoor was farewell! ahaha. quite fun lah! xD AND I NEED TO CLARIFY SMTH. the gay giraffe at the end was TAN YILING. not me lah! do i sound that gayyyy? pls. the giraffe at the start den is me lah! piang. WO MEI YOU NA ME GAYYY BAI TUO. ahaha. hmm then cl steffi stf shinyi cl eileen sgt celia stayed with us att he chalet. hohoho. but only huiming yiling bernice and i stayed on the second night. gwen went off at 2am. blahh. oh well. xD they were damn bored. we were damn bored too. piang eh. we played mahjong until :/ can. ahaha all of them seh~ alr pls only i was the energetic one. chey. cleileen and stf shinyi didn sleep ahaha. they went walk walk at dunno wad time i think. lols. OH YAH. 4 of us slept on 2 beds. no. three of us. yiling slept on the floor. huiming on the bed. i slept with bernice! xD damn cold can. X/ hmm. talk talk with gwen before she left. aha. then talktalk to bernice! xD i lik talking to them. lols. during classchalet i talktalk to huiming also. ahaha. squadmates! =DD oh man i love them to bits pls. yes im delcaring my love for them HAHAHA.

third day. hmm ehhh wad. ERH. woke up and sgt celia cooked breakfast for us HAHAHA. xD cl steffi went back to sch early in the morning. ahaha. hmm then packed up and went home. oh yes. i called for taxi the the taxi came early. and the i told the person to wait lah. cos we were packing up the rm. lols. no huiming was. lols. -guilty- oh man. okay then the taxi driver jus went off okay. walao i got so grah so i called back transcab to scold the operator. -.- no lah i didn scold the person. i merely uh expressed my displeasure towards the taxi driver's irresponsible act and the operator's inefficiency. hahaha. yes she made me waste 12minutes while she went to get another taxi for me. - -! and in the end the bus came. so in the end i got on the bus. went to buona vista . - -! and i frantically went ard looking for that damn taxi stand. grah. nvm luckily i was on time for my appt. if not i will call transcab and scold again. roar.

hmm came home and slept for 1hr and went for guitar. lols. totally tired. ahaha all three of us were late. LOL. oh man never once did all of us went there on time can. - -! poor teacher. ahaha. and seriously i think hes damn nice. hee. ahaha nvm. ooh yingci flew off to hongkong alr! AHAHA i stupidly smsed her and told her i'd be late. - -" hoho. then bought some woodcraft and went jo house to do! xD came home ard ten plus. uh then i slept on the sofa until this morning. AHAHA AND YOUKNOW. MY MOM COULDN FIND ME and she panicked can! xDD OMG how amusing. she called my dad i think. or issit my phone. AHAHAHA. xDD omg i wanna die laughing pls. xD i bet she tot i sleepwalk and walk out of the house lor. xD ahahaha. xDD

okay i shall go eat lunch now. ((:

public duty today.

2007-11-19T21:26:00.000+08:00

hmm. woke up super early today. went for public duty at expo. but met up at hq first. hmm omg i was so early today. lik. i reached lavendar at 819. AND MISS GWENDOLYN TAN IS LATE. roar. wo dou mei you chi dao you chi dao!? ahaha but we were still on time. sai pls. sposed to meet at 945am. then changed to 930am. and inthe end we had to stone and waste time until 1015am before we got onto the ambulance. - -! walao. zao dian shuo meet at 10am den i can lik sleep until 8o'c lah! piang. oh well. but it was kinda fun there. lols. FOOD expo itself is kinda attractive alr. ahahah. oh well. as soon as the duty started, gwen and i got hungry alr. - -! damn baichi can. lik. dou hai mei you zou. jiu e liao. ahaha. oh hm yah. lols. go there zhuo bo one pls. - -! do nothing lorh! ahaha. jus patrol the place lik security guard lydat lols.

BUT THERE WAS ONE CASUALTY! lols. hmm she went to the hospital. lols. i went along. ahaha. ((: my first time sitting ambulance going to the hospital as a qualified first aider. lols. i tihnk sitting ambulance going to hospital damn zai can! lols. I SHALL ASPIRE TO BE A PARAMEDIC IN THE FUTURE. go go go trigo! wahsai. - -" i think i need to go into civil defence first. hmm or hospital. maybe i should take med. lols. but sai. study so many years. - -! AHAHHAA i remembered smth! LOL. so diulian. i didn know how to unlock the wheerchair i was pushing at the start of the duty. den the back wheels wasn moving at all. then i half kang2 half push the wheelchair into the expo hall lah! omg walao eh. xDD hall five was yellow and hall six was purple. hall four was red. ohman who's four! HAHA. xD nvmnvm. x)

i think this song is very nice. (: chen weilian. putongderen. source: baidu.

我不是爱听你嫌我闷
只是为多看你眼神
此刻幻想和他对调身份
他比我讨好我都承认
那么容易让你心疼
无论我有多诚恳还是没资格竞争

谈心人我知道我会输他几分
好知己那麽多都成不了恋人
做情人没天份
对爱我却比他更加奋不顾身

只想做个普通的人
却普通到没有爱情肯为我转身
做不到一百分但却爱的虔诚
想成为你爱的人

就算做个普通的人
却想给你最暖的体温最深的吻
无论你肯不肯我甘心作陪衬
为你保留那对爱的天真

他身边总是不缺情人
你需要拥抱说一声
什么原因我都不会过问
我不能给你要的情份
却也微笑着做好人
自己有梦有真表演单恋的剧本

谁认真谁强忍时间他会作证
他精采我沉闷什么都愿牺牲
当相爱和失恋同一天发生
我还是选择去等

只想做个普通的人
却普通到没有爱情肯为我转身
做不到一百分但却爱的虔诚
想成为你爱的人

就算做个普通的人
却想给你最暖的体温最深的吻
无论你肯不肯我甘心作陪衬
为你保留那对爱的天真

无论你肯不肯我甘心作陪衬
总有一天爱情他会成真
---

lols.

2007-11-16T21:38:00.001+08:00

haha omg. i only sent a few smses and my palms re lik sweating lik shit pls.
hahahaha i dunno why im so nervous about it ahahaha. (:

OH WELL. HAHAH OMG I ROCK. serious i think i ROCK. i managed to get.... 4 of them to help us! HAHA SPECIAL APPEARANCE LOL! one is pending. then the other 4... 1 dont dare to contact, the other 3. dont have their number. LOL.

HAHA BUT SERIOUSLY I STILL THINK I ROCK. =D AHAHAHA.
oh man. if you understand who i talking abt den you will agree that i rock. if you have totally no idea who im talking abt den you will think that im damn ego. AHA.

oh well! xDD im lik quite amused now. lols. haiyah wad sai lorh. hands cold, feet cold, sweating summore. - -! piang. but im laughing and laughing?

i wonder whats wrong. someone, pls tell me its not you.

HOHO. gwen is going to be the pro one now! cos cos she's gonna contact the one i dont dare to contact HAHA. =D WOHHH~ xD go gwen go! xD

if only.

2007-11-16T01:24:00.000+08:00

sometimes;

i wished that i dont know a thing.
i dont wanna know anything.
stop making my life complicated.
dont tell me the things i dont wanna know.
i only want a simple life.

eailhiuyvltnwloinyatooeowtalhv.
someone,
make my life simple.

it doesn work that way.

2007-11-16T00:04:00.000+08:00

when you're right,
i might not say anything.
but when i dont say anything,
doesn mean that you're right.

and usually its the latter thats happening.

wtf.

it works the same way as,
golden retriever is a dog,
but a dog might not be a golden retriever
isn it?

if its misinterpretation on your part,
i cant do anything can i.
and furthermore,
you didn tell me.
so can i ask,
how on earth am i supposed to know what you did.
like telepathy?

tell me you dont believe in that.

and.
tell me if cca is part of the school.
if you tell me no, den kindly jus fuck off.
thus,
i dont see any problem at all with me telling you
yes its school stuffs.

even if all of yall say the same thing to me,
i will still hold my stand.

when i apologise,
its for all the hardwork and worries yall had for me,
and not for the misinterpretations and assumptions yall had.

so now you see why i dont tell you alot of things?
cos you assume, presume, misinterpret and twist all my words.
and when i dont clear the misunderstandings,
then it became my fault.
im tired of clearing up.

in the end i chose to just shut up.
oh shut the fuck up georgina ng.
think simple.
and sleep my way through.

sometimes i do make sense/

2007-11-15T01:27:00.000+08:00

(:

my words made sense to someone at least. haha.
im glad i was of some help. (:
kan kai yi dian!
sometimes taking the easy way out isn really a bad thing.

不管怎样
他/她对你的态度都不会变。

这样值得吗？

` 连彩虹也只剩下一种颜色
教我怎么让你快乐

to you.

2007-11-13T20:51:00.000+08:00

this post will be dedicated to different you-s.

to you: ((: hahaha im glad to have you as my dear classmate wooh~ xD hahaha pls you are damn crap. and i will always remember all the leng-s you've made de felt this yr. ahaha. thanks for everything. hee.

to you: hee hey pal. hahaha youve been there for me since long long time ago! hahaha THANKS. (: oh man whens our picnic date hurh. WHEN ARE YOU FREE YOU DA MANG REN!? ahahha. oh well oh well. 8yrs and counting. hahaha. i still rmb what ever we did in the past pls. jian bu de ren de dong xi. - -! diu lian lah. haha. and ive enjoyed myself when i was with you really. ((: hoho I LOVE YOU PAL. :D

to you: hey old friend. old old friend. lao le hor? xD hee alot of memories tgt! haha. althou its only 2yrs. okay. 3yrs. ahaha. =D haha thanks for always giving in to me! hehs. and all the sweets and lollipops. hahaha. youre treasured!

to you: i jus wanna tell you hmm. i tot i have alot to say to you. but. words dont seem to flow. sometimes things are better left unsaid. (:

to you: hahaha you! althou alot of times i really feel lik kicking you into the deep blue sea, but actually youre impt okay! HAHA. =D erh. can you lik sleep more. and.. at more normal times. lols. pls dont turn nocturnal in the holidays. but i doubt you will see this. so ya. hahaha. =D

to you: hahahah oh man YOU! you know lik ALMOST all of my secrets pls. lols. you you! jiayou kae. yao jian chi xia qu. dont give up halfway. and. dont give in to temptations! lols. hahahah ni yao cheng gong kae! cos... i dunno. i feel lik giving up alr. lols. oh well. yi hou de shi yi hou zai shuo. (:

to you: ahahha you keep saying youre mature. but.... no lorh pls! lols. OKAY SOMETIMES. but most of the times you re lik xiao hai zi lahhhh! hahahah but i still love you all the same. hahahah. and i know you know alot of things just that you dont say. ahahha. (: but bu yao yi zhi qi moumou can. tsk you.

to you: HEY. WHERES MY JUNSU'S PHOTO!! xDD and my letterrrrrr! AHAHHA oh man! pls know that i enjoy your company alot! xD lik. hen hao xiao bai tuo. xD i miss singing with you! and wad happened to our acapella. lol. HOHO KBOX ONE DAY?? xD

to you: hoho you you you. hahaha lets kan feng jing next yr again kae! xD hahah and eat breakfast. eh but... next yr the view abit not that gd alr. HAH BUT ITS ALRIGHT. we can still pretend to kan feng jing! lik what we always do! HAHA. xD

to you: HAHAHA i shall say smth to you cos you just talked to me on msn! HAHAHA. =D you ah! dont so stressed abt everything lah!! fang qing song man! xDD if not your bai tou fa hui geng duo! xDD dont be so niang alr kae! HOHO.

to you: heyyyy fellow tablemate! hee. i think you made my sec3 life so much easier! cos you keep entertaining me and made time pass faster! ALTHOU SOMETIMES I REALLY FELT LIK STRANGLING YOU, youre still an impt friend! =DD

to you: hoho FELLOW CP! wooh~ xD eh you owe me my ganqing you toot. and i bet you'll forget abt it next yr can! HAH BUT ITS OKAY. we jus next door! HAHAH. xD you you! do you wanna go back ubin someday and chong wen those times we had in OBS! xDD hahahah. but we cant get into the obs compound. - -!

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hahahah i shall end it here. i think tis post is long! =DD

HELLO IM BACK.

2007-11-09T20:58:00.000+08:00

:D im back! found smth to blog about you mei you. ahahhaa. =D

WENT TO UBIN WITH GWEN TODAY! omgomg today was LOVE! :D

hahahaha. xD okay i shall narrate! =D

first, thank god i managed to get out of my house safely. and without my parents knowing. HAHA. oh man. they wont allow me to go ubin lah. theyre scared i kena kidnapped or smth. ahaha. oh well. yah then met gwen at tanah merah! okay took bus to the changi jetty. hoho they bus ride was damn long pls. we talk talk talk until we saw the JETTY! =D ahaha. oh man. other than us there was only another girl who got down at the jetty can. ahahaha. ohh ohh! we saw alot of nanyang pri kids! HAHA kids. xD oh man! on the bumboat i wanted to tell them we are their snrs frm ny girls high! HAHAHA and scare them youmeiyou. HAHA. damn fun lah! but oh well. their tchr sat so close to us. - -! dont dare to do anything funny. skali she thinks we're trying to kidnap them or smth. stupid stupid!

haha took pic with gwen on the bumboat! =D

okay then then. we FINALLY REACHED THE PLACE! PULAU UBIN! HAHAHA. damn happy can. i was SO excited ystd i cant sleep. lik. aft doing some work i went to bed at 2am. then lik. SHUI BU ZHAO. omg. hahaha did i mention before that i LOVE excursions? :DD AHHAHA. omg i feel lik im in primary sch again! HAHA. but its okay! xD ooh i took a pic of the uh sea? when i was on board! =D

ehhh. not bad right. i think my hands damn stable. hahaha.

okay! then we rented bikes! hoho. oh man before renting the bike i was lik. "omg wad if i forget how to cycle. gwen you must wait for me kae!" HAHA and true enough. i took quite sometime to "warm up". ahaha. oh man i feel so lousy pls. er. okayy.

then we cycle cycle cycle! we went noordin beach first! =D last yr adv course we camped there! =D omg i rmb the place! cos we re lik. hahahha. damn pekcek with the tying of food onto the tree. xD oh well.

hahah us again. oh man. gwen got alot of expression can. oh man i realised all my exprn same one can! -horrified- x/

hhohoho. this was the place i stood during night sentry during adv. lols. nice scenary right! but it was kinda cold at night. well well. =DD

then we set off to.... chek jawa. HAHA. oh well. but we didn get there in the end. cos we were lik two hungry siaodingdongs can. we cycle all the way to the chekjawa place. lik 190m more we will reach the place. then then. we decide to lik jus go to the mamam beach to cook lunch - -!

oh mannnn. i kena food poisoning can. walao. cos of the water i think. cos nv boil properly. i spent SO much time staring at the water boil can. lik i nearly fell asleep? - -! gwen is okay! even thou both of us ate expired noodles. HAHAHA. WELLLLL. mei guan xi lorh. xD then then we slack slack abit. oh yah! we saw a person that looks lik mamxuanting. but not her lah. ther person too short alr. HAHA. mamxuanting damn tall. lols. then the person look damn emo can! lik. go there alone. den go beach sit sit. stare stare. stone stone. - -! siao can. wle. then uh aft sometime we went off! aft lunch we jus uh went back alr. uhhh HAHAHA OH YAH gwen langa-ed into the bushes! HAHHAHA infront of lik.... 3 guys? HAHAHHA omg then those ppldamn mean. they laugh at her! tsk! but i think i laughed at her too! HAIYAH. when i bang into the bushes she also laugh at me wad. xD

scenary not bad right. hehehe. quarry! =D damn clean! i wanna swim there pls.

lols. okay i forgot wad happened alr SO WE REACHED the jetty again! haha oh yah! gwen's bike the gear came off. cos we didn know how to change gear lah. walao. hahah but the uncle renting the bike taught us! NEXT TIME WE KNOW HOW TO CHANGE GEAR. =D ahahha. =D happy lah. we learnt smth! =DD okay we took pics!

hahah we took it AFTER we finished everything. - -! GWEN!

hahah ME!

i lik this pic. doesn it look nice?

hhahha rocks. ((: i lik rocks. i dont know why. ((:

oh okay then we took boat back then. we slept on the busride. slept on the mrt ride. lols. tired can. hahahah. okay then no more! =DD judging from the length of the post... i think hahah i was really happy today :D

this is the end.

2007-11-08T13:23:00.000+08:00

i dont wanna blog alr.

this blog will be stagnant until the day i decide to blog again.

grah missing ppl.

2007-11-06T15:28:00.000+08:00

blah shit lah. so many ppl are goneeeeee~ ALL FLEW OFF TO RANDOM RANDOM PLACES! and now my msn looks so pathetic cos alot of ppl aren online. shit can. den when i come online mostly talk to gwen only lorh. sian sian. HAHA i shall pao xia gwen hurh! i wanna nao shi zong too! hoho! xD oh man someone make me do my holiday homework quick quick! >< grah grah grah. changing blogsong now. hahaha. ((:

oh man i supposed to have gone to school for my cip hahaha. why am i still here man. lols. slack slack. so early go there also no one lorh pls. lik you stare at me i stare at you. dou mei you ren de! lols. nicole nicole i wrote your letter alr! WHERE ARE YOUUUUUU. (in chiangmai.) --! hahahaha. oh man i think im too bored again. hahahaha stupid oh shit. i have nothing to blog about lah!

waste space
waste space
waste space
waste space
waste space
waste space
waste space
waste space
waste space

--! so baichi omg.

(:

2007-10-30T21:52:00.000+08:00

haha today was another stagnant day. oh man.

haha but well. an accomplishment today. i got gwen hooked on dbsk. HAHAHA. well done georgina. xD she ~~loves~~ likes jae~ hahahahah! xD gwen HOR?

x/ oh man. fell down today. my butt aches can. >< stupid stupid. in frnt of so many ppl HAHA. damn diulian can. xD OH YAH the librarian refused to let me into the library. jus because i wasn wearing sch u. lik. is attire really that impt? so the sch rather their students go OUT to loiter than be in sch studying. right. so welldone right. if anything ever happens to me due to the fact that the librarian refused to let me in, we shall see how the sch responds. welfare vs. attire. who wins? and. i kinda bushuang how to librarian looks. oh well nobody cares. haha nvm. xD

uhhh okay. siansians. OOH OH YAH. i think the indian dance by chengxin and melissa is damn cute. HAHAHA okay maybe they were damn crap den it appear kinda amusing. xD i bet when they performing ah. they'll lik laugh laugh laugh den forget what theyre supposed to do can. - -! ahahaha. haiyah damn sian lah. i will watch the vcd tmrw. haha i. went to the vcd shop today. i was spinning in there for god know how long. but shows i wanna watch re all rated. then those that are not rated doesn really interest me. lik wth. i hate horrors anw. then those horrible shows aren rated. - -! stupidd. hmmmmm eh okay i dont know what else to blog. LAH DEE DUM.

其实很爱你

2007-10-27T20:19:00.000+08:00

其实很爱你 -- 张韶涵

离开不会太悲伤
有些心情该释放
直到眼泪它自己落下

发现骗不了自己

其实很爱你

现在学着去遗忘
躲开有你的地方
回忆被谁放在书架上
把他从最高的地方落下

感动越是深刻
寂寞就越伤人喔
每个人的心里都会有一段伤痕

像白纸的天真
仿佛被你伤得好深
相爱不需要理由
离开也没有理由挽留
看着你的眼睛我仍有感觉
不要问我该不该对不对。

date with gwen!

2007-10-26T22:10:00.000+08:00

我想用心来好好守护这座城堡
但城堡里却守护着另外一片天空
一片永远都不会属于我的天空。

因为我从来就不知道门口在哪里
想走，也走不进
但我却舍不得弃它而去。
爱你的心
几时你才会感觉到

okay. im kinda lazy to describe what happened the last few days. so yah. briefly, had volley ball match. uh. im in cup div. hahaha. uh. cup got third, plate got 2nd and bowl got first. yah. ((: um some interesting things happened along the way lah. yah wadever. um. then wed went to the discovery centre. haha. wasted time there. nearly fell asleep during lecture. fell asleep during movie and sianed throughout the whole of the last part. haha but the most entertaining thing was peilih uh putting the marker into melissa's erh. HAHA. okay nvm shant say. but hahaha. that stupid girl. >< damn unglam pls. hmmm and then ystd went to clean the beach. lik walao. hahahhaa. stupidstupidddd. on the bus was damn bai chi can. i was snatching phones with melissa. piang eh. lik two childish kids can. im so sorry chengxin and bel!! i killed your phone's batt. SORRRRRYYY. hahaha. anw its lik my phone died early in the morning. so i borrowed cx's phone. den mel kidnapped it. i was fighting with her infrnt of the audi. unglam dao can die pls. then on the bus i borrowed bel's phone. the she took again! and THEN i borrowed chenyi's phone. HAHAHA. same thing happened. lols. nvm and then nearing the end of the day i borrowed jem's phone to sms! HAHAHHAA. omg. 4 phones in a day. lols. sorry people! xDD thanks lots anw! =DD

anw. today was the closing ceremony for level and class. stupid totally wasted my time this week. lik. - -! yah. my class alot of ppl doesn return lib books luh! walao. lik. some dont even rmb borrowing them. lols. lib fines up to 60bucks. lik HAHA well done? umm nvm. skip the other events. okay then went out with gwen aft sch! xD HAHA HAPPY HAPPY~ omg. we were damn crap can. lols. we waste so much time deciding on where to go. cos i wanted to post smth to my bro. then we wanted to watch movie. lols. she refused to go lot1 or west mall. in the end we went taka. lols. and i tell you. im seriously dead in town. I CANT FIND THE PLACES CAN. i will really get lost at town. omg. sai pls. hahaha then um we watched balls of fury. hahaha i think that show is quite funny ahaha. omg. but there were some point of time only me and gwen laughed! omg. diu lian can. ahahha aft movie we wenta do smth damn scandalous. HAHAHA. took neoprints. dont ask me whats so scandalous about that. cos its jus scandalous. very. lols. GWEN HOR? xD but but but! I HAD A VERY FUN TIME. ((: supposed to meet my mom at 7plus at lot1. in the end. 645pm i was still at somerset. lols. nice can. den my mom had to wait for me. ahaha. dont care. hmmm okay then here i am. yah. okay i haven done my ih sbq. im guilty. i promised elaineng i'll send it to her tonight. HAHA. stupid stupid.

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wtf is wrong with blogger. cant they jus publish the WHOLE of my post. why must they eat up parts of it. im getting pissed with these things already. and im lik on the verge or swearing already. if this doesn work. im gonna jus kill this blog or smth. fuck it man. its really damn irritating when you want that part of the post to appear yet it jus REFUSED to appear cos of the sucky system of blogspot. wth.
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i will do it. somehow. someday. some other time.

randomness.

2007-10-20T21:52:00.000+08:00

grah. i cant bathe now. walao. mom then dad den now mom again. WHENS MY TURNNNNN. >< i feel damn sticky now i want to bathe lah! oh great. and now its the washing machine's turn. wle.

i totally slacked today away. woke up at 11. watched tv. used comp. watched tv. made lunch. watch tv use comp eat dinner watch tv and now, use comp. walao. wads happening to my life! so boring. and when im bored i tend to anh think. lik hu si luan xiang yknw. xD great stupid stupid. i wanna lead a meaningful life! with lotsa dates! and uh. SOMEONE COME DATE ME OUT LUH. wahpiang. okay nvm. i will go rent dvds soon. SOON. how soon is my soon gonna be. oh myyyy.

i wanna do alot of things! but i have no idea wad things i wanna do. i dont make sense. - -! ah wadever. i dont know what im saying.

wo bu xiang dong.

2007-10-19T01:04:00.000+08:00

你是我说不出口的承诺
回忆起当初我们的快乐
简讯里隐藏的感伤
让我不自觉沮丧
怀疑自己是否有点累

你是我说不出口的承诺
你的笑容从来不属于我
擦干你掉下的泪水
让你看日出的美
开始怀疑自己是否愚昧

sleeping late these few days. haha i dont know why. okay i shall prepare for tmrw's cca. grahs.

2007-10-16T17:37:00.000+08:00

you're miles and miles away from me.
i know you are out of my league.

haha. feel lik sleeping today. sleeping day. couldn wake up on time today. - -! and got scolded early in the morning. what a nice way to start my day. hoho. ah wadever. got back bio and why today. - -! bio was my highest among all my three sciences. piang. hahaha. well doneeee~ haiyah i dont feel lik blogging alr sian sian. my day sucks.

grah.
i dont know how to blog anymore.

class photo

2007-10-12T00:32:00.003+08:00

oh yes oh yes. how could i forget my pretty pretty class photo! HOHO.
left to right:
top row: hsinying, lulu, melvis, eileen, mia, me, meiling, yining.
middle row: xinyan, yuchi, sarah, jas, mel, wyeting, zong, ci.
bottom row: kuan, twee, jo, wei.

((:

ppl missing: amanda, rayna, weijia, shiting, geokting, michelle, eeyang, aoyuan, yezhen, oh great i forgot who else. im so so sorry. i'll try to rmb. but thats all for now. and our darling mr lim of cos. ((:

back frm chalet.

2007-10-11T22:37:00.000+08:00

((: IM BACK IM BACK. woohoo~ abit slow thou. i was back ystd aftn. ahahha yah. i jus was too lazy to blog. i fell aslp at 7plus last night can. lik omg. i actually slept from 7plus to 6 this morning. and. hahaha i realised i didn change my sleeping position while sleeping last night. lols. i went to bed stomach on the bed, i woke up in that position too. --! hahaha. its a miracle i didn wake up with back ache. lols. anw, the chalet was quite okay. haha.

first day
((: aft the phy paper yah. hahha went str home. hmm. then haha i slacked, watched tv, eat lunch, uh haha den i was supposed to meet meiling at 430 at the cityhall stn. and in the end. i bathed, uh packed, uh do wadever i needa do, and i got out of house at... hahaha guess wad time? 4.05pm. welldone. ahahha xD im so sorry meiling! xD ahahahha. and then and then. hahaha we sposed to meet on the mrt at city hall. bt she cant find me. then i cant possibly walk ard the mrt with a huge bag of charcoal. omg. i actually forgot how to spell huge. i kept typing hugh. walao. whats happening to my spelling! thou it wasn really kinda good to start with, but its getting worse. >< haha as i was saying. then we met only at... pasir ris stn? lik. hahahha. supposed to meet to go there, in the end we met so as to get down tgt. lol. xD then reached there. ((: spent SOME time at the mall there. hahahah when two lu chis go to a mall that they are unfamiliar with, its horrendous. trust me. lols. bought the jelly mould *meiling pls note its not MOLE xD*. hurh then we walk ard then we spent kinda lotsa money on the stupid machines that were supposed to giap things out. but we kinda got cheated. >< grahs. damn sai luh. then we gave up and we went to play the thing that sweeps up sweets in the arcade. - -! we spent. uh two bucks. and we got... TWO SWEETS. well done. HA. well. then we reached aloha. hahha. im so sorry huiminggg! hahaha she was alone in the chalet watching tv and.... drinking her campbell soup that she made. hahaha. BUT AT LEAST WE BOUGHT DINNER. hehh. so the three of us uh ate, watched tv, slacked. hsinying came. hahaha. eh. the chalet DOESN have a dvd player can. and meiling brought lik so many thousand dvds in the end cannot watch. lols. i wanted to call nicole to ask if she wanna lend me her dvd player. HAHA. abit qiguai luh. kae. then the four of us lik... abit sian sian. watched tv the whole night. until we fell aslp... me, hsin and mia slept on the floor. only the darling meiling slept on the sofa. why? hahah you can ask her! xD hmm. yah.

second day
ahaha. ME ME ME. I MADE BREAKFAST! HAHAHHA. I MADE BREAKFAST FOR ALL OF US. HAHAHA. lik.not many ppl get to eat MY fried rice pls. and. hahahha this is the first kindasucceeded attempt. although its still abit screwed. lols. BUT AT LEAST IT HAS SOME TASTE. the rice was too hard. lols. BUT IT WAS EDIBLE LUH. HOHO. =D hapy happy. meiling helped to cut the stuffs. HOHO and she helped to wash up! oh man i hate washing up. it sucks can. lols. then uh played mahjong. hsin refused to learn. then the three of us played. hahahha. some interesting things happened. such as meiling screaming. HAHA. can read more from her blog. lol. talked to mia in the rm. hahaha. haiyah im just too lazy to type out the highlights of the day. but the main pt was, gi got a sexy and hoarse voice frm all the fire starting and flu+cough. >< lik when i sing,i totally zao sia. even when i talk, i zou yin. --! now everyones asking what happened to my voice. NOTHING OKAY. NOTHING. i jus decide to have a sexy voice so ya it came. -.- but im still eating chocs lik nobody's business. lols. ate Timeout in sch and nicolelim saw. AHA. nicole you didn see anything kae! xD and im still eating something now. you wont wanna know. hah oh man. temptation of food is really kinda hard to resist. >< anw. THANKS KUAN FOR THE DEDICATION TO THE CLASS! and i love the song. highed in the kitchen in the chalet. kinda... unglam. but nvm. xD

third day
last day! uh. supposed to be. - -! anw, yah. those who needed to get back to sch or left early left at 8 plus. hmm. then. me mia meiling lulu twee melvis leen stayed back to clean up the place. i hope i didn miss out anyone. yah. ((: the house was CLEAN. lik REALLY CLEAN. ((: hohoho. well eh wasted alot of things. lik A BIG BAG OF CHARCOAL. but wad do you expect. lik bring back again? lik no thanks huh. roar. and wasted chicken wings too. cos there were TOO MUCH chicken wings. then mia had to bring hers back. sorry darling! and uh hmmm. then.... i forgot. yah then we took shuttle bus back and went on mrt and yah. hahaha. me and meiling were lik hahahha omg. we were so unglam on the mrt can! frm raffles place, both of us slept and slept and slept. she kept falling sideways and i was busy pulling her back. hahaha. and when i slept, i think i nearly fell onto the person beside me. omg. and both of us re lik some stupid women slacking serious amt of sleep can. and swinging sideways scaring ppl. lols. damn diulian can. hahahha. yah. i reached home. and i ate. watched tv. uhhh yadah. ate again then i slept! hoho. soundly until the next day. yay. end of story. ((:

---
okay back to reality. hahaha. ((: i jus finished uh the packet of food that i was eating. lols. ehhh i wrote gwen's letter in class woohhoooo~ okay anyone wanna lend me Stick It i wanna watch. hehh. ANYONE ANYONE? >< i cant find it roarrrrrr. okay i think its time to sleep. its late! ((: SLEEPING TIME. tmrw staying over at zong's house. ((: mahjong and jiaozi. woohoo~ food time again. lol. nvm. thats not the main pt. xD TADAS~

OFF TO CHALET

2007-10-08T15:43:00.001+08:00

woohoo~

last paper finally over! HAHA.
physics was really that bad afterall. lols. thou i suck at it, i think its the easiest among the three sciences. lols. skali all fail. -choy-

OKAY NOW ITS THE MAIN POINT.
EVERYONEEEEE!!!

GEORGI IS GOING TO CHALET NOW.
AND SHE WILL BE BACK IN THREE DAYS' TIME.
ANYTHING JUS SMS OR CALL HER.
SHE BROUGHT HER CHARGER ALONG SO DONT WORRY ABOUT HER PHONE'S BATT! (((:

HOHOHO CYAAAAAA~

hoho. bio down. phy left.

2007-10-05T22:13:00.000+08:00

oh wellness. ((: bio down. ONE MORE TO GO. ((:
phyphyphy. bane of my existanceee.

bu yao zai wen le lahhhhhhh. ><
walao sai la. why you keep askingggg. ><
bu jiang ni bu hui si xin huh.

就像山风吹不落雨的夏天
你的心沉入迷蒙深渊
像春雷敲不醒的一个梦
她的爱无缘无故离开
心情坏只发呆
你的难过不会有人睬
路很长站起来
或许远方同样有谁在等待
你的爱

for you
my dear friends
i'll be always on your side

你很想远离痛苦
寻找爱
with you
越过高山和大海
勇敢面对危险
(we're) on the road again

(baidu.com)

a very old song. ((: but its nice. by 优客李林。哈哈。今天很惨可以吗. >< i dont wanna type in chi. hen xin ku. lol. yayye. more lyrics! ((:

The Leaving Song --- AFI

Walked away, heard them say
"Poison hearts will never change, walk away again"
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within

It's hard to notice gleaming from the sky
When you're staring at the cracks
It's hard to notice what is passing by with eyes lowered

You... walked away, heard them say
"Poisoned hearts will never change, walk away again"

All the cracks, they lead right to me
And all the cracks will crawl right through me
All the cracks, they lead right to me
And all the cracks will crawl right through me, and I fell apart

As I... walked away, heard them say
"Poisoned hearts will never change"
Walked away again
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within

--- azlyrics.com

((: i lik the tune of this song. hahahah.

sometimes we just feel screwed.

2007-09-30T10:45:00.000+08:00

sometimes
we just cant help but feel screwed.

if you feel like giving up,
grab on to something or someone whom you think will hold you down.
dont give up.

had our exams in the hall. hahaha eh i think its quite good eh! lik you can get influenced to do work. hahaha. but uh.. you will start staring at ppl aft some time. xD WELL. xD and summore i sit at the back. i can see SO many ppl! grahs. bad bad. but the ppl i wanna see cannot see. BLEH. why lydat! but oh well. i have to accept that still. x/

anw IH paper aft the mind boggling LA paper 1 is a bad bad bad idea. cos your brain totally gives way to all sorts of distractions and temptations. hahaha. such as urm. sleeping. stoning. slacking. staring. HAHA. suck. i spent so much time trying to remember the term that describes wordss starting with the same letter. - -! alliteration. and hahahah i wanted to type ASSIMILATION pls. xD too much bio is bad for health. xD well well well. xD wadever wadevr.

hoho. totally slacked my way thru on fri aftn. watched gong shu xiao mei in class with cx, slept in class. uh ahaha. ard there luh. you can imagine. we were acting as thou exams were over can. lik. totally. xD ahahaha. gwen played neos in class. my class. lols. xD well well well. xD
i think my class is the sleeping class can. in the morning the whole class can be sleeping when other classes re lik busy with everything and anything. then aft exam the ppl in my class re still sleeping when other ppl rushes home to do work work and work. xD hahahha. anw the ppl who slept in class were: rach, cx, melissa, peilih, shitong, kelly. and me la. uhhh gwen refused to let me sleep! - -! tsk that stupid girl. she was damn high lorh. piang. her brain overworked until siao alr. haiyoh. grah nvm.

i supposed to be doing math now. blahhh. this is bad bad bad. i jus... refused to do math luhh! blehx. oh man i feel so presch. ><

hmm.

2007-09-26T23:09:00.000+08:00

oh man. been quite some time since i last blogged. hehh.

oh man. today i was suposed to meet gwen at hahaha 9 in the morn. in the end 845 she smsed me then i woke up. HOHO. zhen li hai. hahahaha. lols.

i forgot what i wanted to blog about. hahahha.

SOMEONE IS PONNING SCH TMRW. ERHEMHEMHEM. ><

okay aft eoys den post long long long! ((:

in lab now.

2007-09-20T12:11:00.000+08:00

hohoho its LA now.
jus came back from walk walk. ho.

ahya. nothing to do in the lab pls. hahah in class at least i can do some work. but i nv bring work up to do! hahaha but i doubt i will do it anw. lols. xD

ho. its recess now. lalala~

gek.

2007-09-18T20:12:00.000+08:00

seriously. i think blogspot likes to eat up my words.

oh man. how come this time i nv edit my post and yet my post got eaten up. grahs grahs.
><

boo.

2007-09-18T19:59:00.000+08:00

hoho shall do a quick post bfore i mug. ((:

yupp yupp. school was kinda alright today. just that i cant help but fall asleep. ><

damn sai can. i was trying SO had to keep my eyes open! oh mannn. grah. and i dunno wads wrong with tan. ROAR. i jus wanted to go washroom wad! piang eh. wads with him lorh. ask so many qns. waste my time. bleh. wahpiangggg.

hahha oh man. today's commanding was ><>< >< ><
the whole quad was laughing at me. blehhhhs. but well. i did myself proud today! HOHO! i didn zao sia! despite my stupid cough. ROAR. hohoho but hurh. gwen saw me coughing on the podium. sai. i tot mei you ren kan dao luh! wadevr. tmrw is guochang! go go guochangg~ (: i believe she'll do much better than me! :D jiayouuuu!

hoho i got so irritated with my hair this aftnn and then i jus went for a haircut! hahah thou not much diff. but i feel so much neater. hahaha. ((: i lik the salon luh! the hairstylist volunteered to open the door for me. ahahaha. xD

hoho. nine more days to eoys! jiayou ppl!

~~tuesday~~
wednesday
thursday
friday
saturday
sunday

monday (homelearning day)
tuesday (homelearning day)
wednesday (homelearning day)
thursday.
START OF EOYS.

><><

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2007-09-16T17:12:00.000+08:00

eeyer. i cant sign in to msn lah. stupid stupid.

HAIYAH. ngxiangyugeorgina stop thinking bout the people you aren supposed to think of! grah.

*go gwen go gwen! yao concentrate! bu yao luan luan xiang kae! ((:

cause of you.

2007-09-16T16:19:00.000+08:00

为了你
我会努力`

you are my motivation.
cause of you,

im here.

so far away;

BLAH.

2007-09-15T23:54:00.000+08:00

CONSTANCE YEO PANGSEHED ME AGAINNNNN.

roarrr. second time! ><><><><>

[edited]
WHY ISSIT THAT BLOGSPOT LIK TO EAT UP MY POST. WHY WHY. BLAH.
good thing my post was a short one. if not i will kick this damn thing.
ROAR.
[/edited]

没有你的世界
星星不再闪烁
烟火不再灿烂
我不再快乐

blah.

2007-09-11T07:05:00.000+08:00

sigh sian sian. its raining now. and im in school! wooh~
oh man i feel so screwed ystd and i didn study at all oh man. i haven been studying much hahaha. suck. oh man i think i'll really fail this yr! x( oh MAN.
sian sian. sch jus restarted and i feel so sian. hahahaha well done.

oh ystd i was wondering if tears weren for free, and instead 1buck per tear, do you think people will still cry so often? hahha. one buck per tear. lols. next time when you cry, pls rmb tears are expansive.

my paper aeroplanes are all over the place. hahaha. i folded many many paper aeroplanes! haha. and my room is full of planes. aka littering. hahaha. sigh. yknw i think paper aeroplanes is an art! ((: we all should learn the art of folding paper aeroplanes. ahaha.

the rain is stopping. )): i want rain rain! i lik rain. hahahaha. rain is nice dont you think so! haha. ah wadever luh. sad sad saddddd. rain = sadness! cos the heaven is sad! thats why they cry~ and a tear cos a buck, so raining is MONEY. hahahha i dont make sense. ah wadeverrrr~

swings.

2007-09-09T14:33:00.000+08:00

So Long Goodbye -- Sum41

A time passes by, direction unknown
You've left us now but we're not alone
Before you know it your cups overflown
You measured no one that I've ever known

And it's quite alright
And goodbye for now
Just look up to the stars
And believe who you are
Cause it's quite alright
And so long, goodbye

We always knew that it'd come to this
It's times like these i forget what i miss
Matters of heart are hard to address
Especially when yours is full of emptiness

And it's quite alright
And goodbye for now
Just look up to the stars
And believe who you are
Cause it's quite alright
And so long, goodbye

A time passes by, direction unknown
You've left us now but we're not alone
Before you know it your the cups overflown
You measured no one that I've ever known

And it's quite alright
And goodbye for now
Just look up to the stars
And believe who you are
Cause it's quite alright

And so long, goodbye.

---

Do You Know (ping pong song) -- Enrique Iglesias

Do you know?
Do you know?

[chorus]
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can't get it to speak
Maybe if I knew all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give.

[chorus] x1

How can I love you?
How can I love you?
How can I love you?
How can I love you?
If you just don't talk to me, babe.

I flow through my act
There's a question: Is she needed?
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did
I could never see us ending like this.

(Do you know?)

Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that's never ever happened to me.

(Do you know?)

But after this episode I don't see
You could never tell the next thing life could be.

[chorus]
-repeat chorus till fade off. -

---

世界唯一的你-- 曹格

是你
第一眼我就认出来
这是命运最美的安排

是我
让你过长的等待
我们只要现在深爱幸福就来

恨我来不及参于你的过去
抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切
交换我灵魂的另一半

这个世界唯一的你
是我拥有的奇迹
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密

紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意

过去所有的悲哀
都只是寻觅我唯一勇敢
真爱照亮了漆黑的夜晚
寻找了一次一辈子
再不分开

恨我来不及参于你的过去
抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半

呜...耶....
是一个奇迹
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密

紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就算是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意....

呜...哦...

我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
ho ...哦...
就算让我伤尽天理
我什么都愿意为你

紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就算是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意

---

i should be gone for quite sometime. haha. until after eoys i guess.

blah elbowww. )):

2007-09-08T22:30:00.000+08:00

haiyah shit lorh. my elbow hurts. sian.
i dunno wads wrong with it lah.
as in i nv bang it against anything wad.
and it doesn feel lik some major elbow frac.
blahblah. i think its some hairline frac. - -!
i think i should go for some uh xray? ahaha.
but my mom's lik.
HUH. XRAY AH? na me yan zhong?!
hahaha wadever lah. its not that painful. haha.
shall see how the next few days. ((:

hmm ystd went to zong's house to stayover. hoho. suck lah. joanne chua insisted on uh telling ghost stories. wle. ><>< haiyah byebye.

[edited]
suck! wth!? wheres the upper half of my post!? OH MAN. blogger sucks. lj is nicer. ROAR. ><
[/edit]

suck. last day of remedials.

2007-09-06T21:04:00.000+08:00

ho.

welldone. i survived the last day of remedial.

all the things you put me through
im holding on by letting go of you

i knew it.

2007-09-05T23:50:00.000+08:00

i know you are backing off.

im sorry.

tagged!

2007-09-04T21:58:00.000+08:00

hahaha gwen tagged me! yoohoo~

---
The person who tagged me is: gwen!

Your relationship with her is: lols. alot eh. schoolmate. SQUADMATE. shes my xq! xD uh my zgr. my nice nice confidante! whee whee~ and my hydrogen bond. ((:

5 impressions you have of her: silly. hahah when she thinks of moumou. smarttt~ gwen shi smart de bao tuo! high. VERY. xD you zhi. ahahhaa. and she thinks alot tooooo~

The most memorable thing she has done for you: hee she stay up thoughout the night with me! ((: xie xie ni luhhh. and she ting wo jiang alot of rubbish too. hehehe.

The most memorable words she has said to you: she alone is memorable enough. ((:

If she becomes your lover, you will: HAHHA. omg damn scandalous. jessica will have alot to say. aha. xD

If she becomes your lover, things she has to improve on will be: uh. stop growing and wait for me to grow. - -!

If she becomes your enemy, you will: hee. bu hui bu hui! =DD

If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: -.- wle. dou shuo bu hui become enemy alr lah.

The most desirable thing you want to do for her now is: penk-kang marshmellows for her! xD rmb our date???

Your overall impression of her is: shes my wonderful qiang~ hee. ta ren hen hao pls. xD

How you think people around you will feel about: huh. how i noe. lols.

The characteristic you love about yourself is: haha. brainless? lols. i nv thought of that before.

On the contrary, the characteristic you hate about yourself is: stupid. hais. why cant i be smarter. ><

The most ideal you want to be is: uh smart ass! woohoo~ ahahha i jus wanna be happy. and uh dont owas think about yadah.

For people that care and and like you, say something to them: xie xie ni men. thanks for being there for me. ((:

Pass this quiz to ten people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
hahaha. but i doubt they will reply to it. lols.
- 1 constance!
- 2 rachel koh!
- 3 meiling!
- 4 jenzi!
- 5 lizongbin!
- 6 xingxuan!
- 7 jem!
- 8 iris siow!
- 9 melissawee!
- 10 chooyingci!

Who is 6 having a relationship with? HAHAHA how would i know. xD

Is 9 a male or female? HAHAHA. melissa ah melissa~ she look lik male meh. pls she so *AHEM* pretty luh. -COUGH COUGH- xDD

If 7 or 10 would be together,will it be a good thing? HAHAHA. no link pls. xD jem is straight luh! ci eh. HAHHAA. xD

What is 2 studying about? hahaha the same thing as me?

When was the last time you had a chat with 3? today. hahaha. stupid la.

What kind of music does 8 likes? ehhh. wo bu zhi dao eh. i only know she likes english songs. haha

Does 1 has any sibling? yesyes! one bro! hahahah. her bro damn cute luh. ahahah uh 3yrs ago. xD

Will you woo 3? shes alr my dear luh.

How about 7? hahaha shes my nice nice friend luh.

Is 4 single? hahahahah i wonder. HMMM.

Whats the surname of 5? duh. LI.

Whats the name of 10? lol! CHOO YING CI. xD

Whats 4's hobby? netball and netball. xD

Do 5 and 9 get along well? hahah zongbin and melissa? hahah. do they even know each other?? xD thou its only next door. hahaha.

Where is 2 studying? hahahah lik uh somewhere about 3rows infront of me? HAHA.

Say something casual about 1: ahahhaha. hahaha uh. shes loved by ME!

Have you tried developing feelings for 8? HAHAHHA IRISSIOW? NO NO! xD ta hui bei xia si pls! xD

Where does 9 lives? hahah YISHUN YISHUN!! =D my memory not bad pls!

What colour does 4 like? heh GREEEEEEN.

Are 1 and 5 best friends? lols. they aren even in the same sch pls. xD

Does 7 like 2? hahahah YES duh YES! hoho! i think they are best friends luh. xD hao dao bu xing luhhhhh.

How did you get to know 2? erh. same class mah. den she so crap summore. xD

Does 1 has any pets? hahahah erhhh fish counted? i dunno lah!

Is 7 the sexiest person in the world? woh hoh~~ -whistles- HAHA. no lah im the sexiest. haha -pui- xD

--

ahahahha i seriously think im wasting my time away ahaha. xD siansiansiannnnnnn. oh man. today i was supposed to mug in class can. then i ended up cleaning and sweeping the class lik wth. suck can. the class was in such a undesirable state lah! omg omg. x/ but it looks more presentable now. at least the tables are in place and the floor was swept. hahaha. ((: hmm long day today! math, chem and phy! oh man. >< so bored. haiyoooohhh. suck lah. i dun wanan blog alr.

hols.

2007-09-03T21:46:00.000+08:00

welldone. hols are so unlike hols. im going back to sch almost everyday can. ROAR. )): today had um phy and math. smart me thought it was chem and math. and i didn bring anything for phy. blahhh. and i was late. hoho welldone. and the first person i saw was kuo. hell man. i dont wanna talk bout it. anw yah. math was.. haha. horrendous. i dont understand trigo III la. lik really link bu dao can. im lyk drowning in trigo these few days. BLAH.

but hahaha. NICOLE LENT ME HER SUM41 and THE RED JUMPSUIT APPRATUS CDs!! woohoo~~ happy happy. new songs new songs! YAYE. I LOVE NICOLELIM!! xD ahaha. gwen sent me alot of songs ystd too! hoho! i want more more songs! yay yay! :)

... if only i could start again

BGI

2007-09-02T22:12:00.000+08:00

oh well done. bgi is finally over. blah! it was raining the whole day pls. blahhh. but when its time for us to march the rain stopped. --! then the field was horrendously muddy. )): sian sian! boots all kena lah! and it was super slippery to march on can! lik hui hua dao youmeiyou. some ppl their uniform kena lah. esp guys. hahahha their pants really can die. xD piang eh. so so so muddy lah! i pity ppl who had to bang on those muddy parts. hahaha. boots will stick to the grd one can. xD ahahhaha we stood for... 45mins. haha. was better than last yr lah. somehow. hahahah. gwen was infront of me! hahaha we were talking. junfei was hahah walao saying was falling out falling out lah. i was complaining that i was hungry. lols. i cant hear wad gwen said. hahaha. but i know she keep jiayouing us! =DD yaye we cheng-ed guo qu le! hohoho.

anw i saw melwee again today. --! mon to fri i see her. sat i asked her out. today i saw her. walao. hahahha. mon - sunday. lols. win liao lah. xD hahaha.

eh piang i damn tired today lah! haiyah stupid bgi. i wasted my time there luh. standing waiting stoning. blahhhhhh. )):

hahahah a wonderful saturday

2007-09-01T22:59:00.000+08:00

came back from bishan lib. ((:

went to school for bio at first. lols. was late. uh saw rach chengxin and jem slacking in the canteen. chey i tot lss nv come. den in the end they were ponning the lesson. walao.

feeling kinda hungry now. ): didn eat dinner jus now. hahahha. ah sian. haven polish boots, oh i just finished starching my collar. hohoho.
anw, as i was saying. those three were ponning bio luh. then uh i realised hahahah the ppl who went hardly make up half a class. hahaha. welldone. anw i think leeshanshan is a nice nice teacher. hahahha. shes damn funny luh. xD hahah her convo with uncle jack was damn funny today. hahahha. and i think bio rem today was kinda productive. ((:

anw aft that i slacked in the canteen with jem chengxin rach and bel. hahahah supposed to um study. lols. aft bel left. i tried to uh REST. but uh chengxin tot i was sleeping. then she slept. hahahah. darling rach was trying to study budden the sleepy worm came to find her aft we slept. xD then she slept too! hahaha partly cos jem's soothing music. HOHOHO. yayye jem's such a good pianist! =DD anw, we hahaha. slacked for uh 2hrs? lols. then the stupid fumigation thing. blah. den its lik. 一片迷蒙环绕我们，煞似梦境. muaha. my chi not bad rite. xDD nvm. den oh yah we saw sharlene cherynn and cherylin. hahha. tongue twister can. xD hmmm. chengxin and rach stayed in sch to wait for their parents to fetch them! i went bishan with jem. hohoho. jemima = im a jem. HAHA. welldone jem!! xD

hmmm. we took the nice nice 156! hoho! uh they played slighly poprock songs on the bus! by singapore bands i think. xD yah. and the seats nice nice one! hehehh. i nv take before lah walao damn suaku. xD hohoho. ((: nvm now i know mahhh. xDhoho we went hmmm. mos. but mos got alot of people! ): so we went ljs in the end. yah. ((: talktalktalk. yah den we went to bishan lib! hoho! and uh asked melissa along. haha. im trying to get that woman to start studying you mei you. hahaha. hmm. bought her food. lols. EH NO EATING IN THE LIBRARY LAH. tsk! inconsiderate woman. anw I DID QUITE ABIT OF PHY TODAY!! woohoo~ i did my phy tys okay! =DD hoho jem was reading her shepherd king throughout lah. mel ah. aiyoh. i dunno she stone stone for wad. everytime i turn ard shes still at the same page. roar. yao concentrate woman! and jem. start studying lah! no more storybookssss! muaha.

den um studied until 6plus. den hahahha. spent so much time finding toilet for melissawee. she pian pian walk out of lib alr den find toilet. gao shen me gui lah. bishan's toilets were flooded with people. haha. i wonder why huh. lols. anw then we went kopitiam lol. i supposed to settle my own dinner but eh. not hungry that time. hahaha. then three of us went home! =D

jem walked home frm bishan. den me and mel took train tgt. she got off aft few stops. )): the trainride was so boring lah and long too. den i was stoning and rotting away. lols. hmmm. got home ard 7plus uh eight i think. yah. slack slack slack since jus now. blahhhhh. im supposed to do work! oh roar. hell with it. i should sleep early. theres parade tmrw. walaoooo. )):

haiyah i go polish my darlings alr.

--- hohoho. i copied the post from the other blog. lols. i dunno why lah. hhahha. here it looks nicer. hahaha.

whats the point.

2007-09-01T20:47:00.000+08:00

whats the point of coming back home late?
so that someone will be at home.
and whats happening now?
no ones at home.

welldone.
i dont think my packet of marshmellows will last me through the night. ):